SunHawk and Red Sun Invisible Journey

SunHawk was rarely home and his persona of the house belongs to the woman, increased and compounded by when he came home from work you take care of me and do not expect my help. Then I realized why, SunHawk had four-grandmothers, who raised him, and continued to ingrain in SunHawk's brain, the house is woman's work, the fields are men's responsibilities. Even so, the women did work in the fields, during certain season, along side the men at planting and harvest time. One small detail I left out, all of SunHawk's grandmother's were sisters, who were married to his grandfather's brothers, who were all killed during combat with whites that wanted the brother's lands, which were purchased, with gold from the Black Hills. One the Calvary killed during a running battle with Calvary, but the other two greed and disrespect killed them and a few children. By their tradition, if a brother's ended for any reason then it is up to one of the surviving brothers, to take the fallen brother's wife in and care for her and her children. One more example: of why, marriages were not entered into lightly. Because no never knew when they might end up with their brothers women.

Sioux/Cheyenne traditions of SunHawk's world were strong within him and most white women would find it hard to understand and/or accept, because life roles were different from that of the people that lived and walked a different path. Remember, we were red in a white environment and trying to balance a world many times at odds with the other's standards. In the red world, the man's role dictated he meets his family's needs, which included doing what was necessary to protect, and provide a good environment and comfortable way. Know in a red world not all things do we counted in dollars and cents, but by honoring the way we honor are sacred spiritual traditions and family unity.

A woman's role dictated she watched after those that cared for family, protected livestock, fields, and land; together with the traditional spiritual values and ensures the family maintains spiritual balance. Family responsibilities, included spiritual/physical health, care of the house, children, gardens, cooking, sewing, and all the other household needs, which included making sure their men, and family were clothed.

The men built the house, since, in the past, bringing home the buffalo skins for a woman to build a lodge was tradition, but they has become something of the past. The giving of skins gave the woman the lodge. However, these days, the man either builds or purchases a house, which becomes the woman's property, along with all its contents and family possessions. SunHawk was always taught, inside the house, the woman word was absolute; however, the men were boss outside, somewhat, and with SunHawk's grandfather, four women were too much boss, which was the reason Grandfather Standing Bear went fishing a lot, too. At harvest and planting season, around a boy's seventh year, once he is capable of using .22 rifles or handguns, it became the young males responsibility to walk ahead of the plow animals in the fields, killing rattlesnakes before they killed the horses, mules, or other family members.

Traditions meant once young males in the family became old enough to listen; the elders sent the young boys outside to work with the men and learn in the ways of the men, where boys learn sacred values, respect, and responsibility, in the ways of the men, from the men. The caring for the animals around the outside of the house and in the barns became the responsibility of elders, parents, and grandparents. However, SunHawk's father abandoned his children, for the violence of WWII Fighting Sea-Bees, he lost his spirit when he choice to life in the white world of drinking, violence and women. After the war, he died from radiation exposure, during the construction of the first nuclear submarine.

To understand SunHawk and Red Sun sacred spiritual life training journey, visualize two paths, one of male and the other of female. Walking together on different sides of the same slipstream of invisibility, considering our sacred eternal spirit walk in the same spiritual realm, which is the only thing that divides our full awareness of absolute spiritual/physical interaction coupled unity support of actions.

Spiritual unity links awareness and values together in different/similar eternal life development guidance via life styles. Then the slip screen reaches certain areas, when our path must travel across separate universal journeys, our slip screen stays connected, while it supports each ones abilities. Knowledge gathering requires many individual journeys so we can come together and join our new awareness.

If are journey require we undertake certain adventures apart, know this we will return to continue together (side-by-side) our life journeys. Each new journey and reunion continually moves us forward to undertake, new sacred waterways staircases, together or along opposite sides of our sacred slip stream.

Surprise, the Sacred Father decrees and summons Red Sun and SunHawk take a journey on his sacred bridge. To our amazement one-day, our sacred journey acknowledges two-paths; need to become visible, for a time on our physical/spiritual journey. We unknowingly, continue our sacred life journeys under decree that provides support and links our eternal spirit; across how many centuries and life times it is hard to say, for we are only conscious of this time.

Nevertheless, our journey does not always take us in a straight-line, side-by-side, together or along the same trail in the same universal direction, but sometimes we travel apart in universal time, but never so far apart that we are not supportive of each other. Only the screen of invisibility secretively supports and guides our journey continuation of physical/spiritual in a supportive along new the path of new adventures. Our journey began before either of us returned to walk here for a time.

To understand our life's objective together, it is important to recognize, all of our life guidance gave to our grandparents, to help set our life course, or straight from our guardians, to prepare me for life after her crossing. SunHawk for life after his vision; which meant our major training came from the unseen guardians who raised, trained, and protected us.

Guardians, included our sacred union teachings, and prepared us for the day, chosen for us to come together, opening the way for the Sacred Father to join us in sacred eternal union. A sacred spiritual truth, once Grandmother M crossed, I lived under a roof and survived, because I accepted, received and listened to my spirit guides, guardian, teachers and tricksters, because of conditions, all one-hundred of them had a big job one their hands, too.

After the father of SunHawk, lost his spirit in the world of the fighting Sea-Bees combined with hard drinking and violence, his fraternal, grandfather and grandmothers raised him. They wanted to make sure they reinforced within him personal honor; and trained him to become a person of honor and respect for life, women, and family, but yet a sacred spiritual medicine warrior at the same time. SunHawk's grandfather just happened to be a medicine man, which placed strong traditional requirements and values on the entire family, since his grandfather had begun to train with the Apache medicine elders, after the battle of what is now know as the Little Big Horn. His grandfather did not rejoice in violence or killing, but he believed his duty, required him to become the caretaker, guardian, and in times of need a providers for their families, too.

Women own the house, gardens, barns, and all the animals upon the land and anything else to do with the women's domain, woman's word was absolute law, or so they wanted to believe, which no man should question, unless a woman proofs she is unworthy of such an honor. Earth Mother is the life and the land, which means men, can only be the caretakers of all the lands outside, beyond the house, gardens, barns, which the women were the caretakers, for no one really owned the land and she could reclaim your property any time she wanted. In the times one did not make the Sacred Earth Mother mad, the women gave the men permission to be king outside, away from the women, and men learned early in life not to make their women mad.

Grandfather, want to make sure his grandson loved and respected woman and mother, so he instilled within SunHawk, the only real things men own is what women allow them own; the clothes on their back, one horse, rifle, and one saddle, the rest belongs to the woman of the house. Grandfathers impressed on their sons and grandsons to keep their women happy, and not do anything to make their woman mad enough to divorce them, and especially do not make and Indian woman mad enough to divorce you Indian style. Sometimes, if the man is lucky, their women might decide to send him to sleep in the barn until he learns, his women are boss.

Then the grandmothers always impressed on women not to do anything that brought disgrace down on the family, and to make sure she behaved in a way they brought her man great honor and respect. In truth, if a woman behaved in a disgraceful manor to bring shame on her family, a man could divorce her and set her out with nothing.

SunHawk, grandparents and uncles also had a couple of farmhands to assist with all the work around the place to help take some of the burden off the men of the men when called for spiritual reasons. Now since his open-heart surgery, SunHawk's behavior went from slow to overdrive, pushing life in a headlong race to where, and his bad days were catching up with his good days. I could see it in his face, but he did not want to admit the drive to and from work had begun to take its toll on him, too. Furthermore, he was working the graveyard shift and early morning shifts. Graveyards shift is one shift no one with heart problems, should not be working.

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Love is the Expression of Our Sacred Father's Love Shining through Us

By Sacred Elders, Grandmother M  brought to you by RedSun/SunHawk Life Adventures

NEW IMPORTANT It is interesting how Chapter 12 is also Section 12 in a report I filed to stay alive and get my benefits due me as SunHawk's wife.

Before his crossing SunHawk stated was there over $5 million$ in a special account due as his wife. TO this day I have hit brick walls and it looks to me the same people that were ripping of our government, killed Robert was behind the assissination of SunHawk and his entire unit and no has tried to do anything sides kill me and his first born. The same ones that stated indirectly they owned the military are the same ones that received the money and ripped the several indian nations off, as well, since all the people in my husbands unit were from indigenous tribes of North American Nations.

The following section 12 minus addresses are a portion of a 180 page report I filed with the United States Government, Office of the Navy, numerous Senators, Central Intelligent Agency, National Security Agency, and even sent to the White House and they is another puzzle to the history. Anyway the only thing that happened, several some ones broke into my life, my home, and files they took ever piece of paper, military records, picture and ID card they could find that connected me to SunHawk, they made my friends afraid to speak with me, and continually threaten my life and the lives of my children, removed any and all documents/documentation they could find, even pictures, in my children's life that prove SunHawk and I were together and the plot continues.

Reference Section 12:

Robert was a member of the United States Marine Corp., carried a rank of sergeant and worked in the accounting department at EL Toro Air Base.  He was buying a house a couple of doors over from us. (I don=t remember Robert=s last name but maybe Ricky Hill might, or old court records can be accessed as to who was purchasing the house, as well as,  personnel that died from El Toro during the year of either 1984-85 between May and August.)

We had rented the house . . . . Tourmaline Court, it was maybe about two or three months later I had noticed Robert=s men bugging his house and became suspicious - first thought was that he was traitor or maybe selling military information - during the next few months I have to know him and gain his confidence. He was a talker and many times said nothing, but I was able to gain his trust and friendship, and in time, I became moral support counselor.

Robert admitted Richard who was the other person buying the house with him was selling government secrets, by blackmailing those involved in embezzlement, but never directly admitted to me that he was. While they were investigating Richard and Robert=s associations, notwithstanding, we ended up under the umbrella of investigated.

Reason I know these facts: He came over to our house one evening, after disappearing for six-days and told each one what he had learned about them. During this time, I had learned from Robert this was a militant organization, within the military, which systematically for years, continued to stockpile, government supplies, for their own personal benefit. There was over a Billion Dollars in tanks, weapons, ammo, ground to air missiles, assault weapons, etc. (in other words everything to supple a small military on land, air and in the sea), for this was not just the Marine Corp, handling phantom inventory, up until they put him on drugs to instill psychological imbalance, Robert was still finding where and how they were burying and hiding everything, plus he had uncovered over 268 military fighters, fully equipped arsenal along with refueling tankers.  They could fight/wage their own war.

Second hand information: His Captain (the Head of the Accounting Division) told Robert that they were doing this because they did not like the way the government was doing things and that was why! One needed to be prepared to take control. Upon questioning of Robert further, I realized that this might be more than a mercenary organization within the ranks of the military.

For several reasons I suspected subversive mercenaries: They took Robert to met the organization’s leader at someone’s home. Interesting, the person was either a Chinese or Japanese national, Robert was unsure, but he did know everyone in this organization were into the mid-eastern religious cult activities. Robert's invited arrived under orders from his commanding officer to attend this meeting. Their message either you join or you are dead. They were trying to get him to join their organization and to keep his mouth shut about their activities, if he wants to live to see another promotion. He had disappeared from Thursday to Tuesday and they were trying to turn him, but when he returned he was very nervous, about events inside the military and others people connected to the government, and definitely afraid for his life.

During this time, they gave Robert the entire profile of each person in the house, except for anything connected to with my life and certain things I was afraid if exposed could cost lives, including mine. Everyone with any military connected they had been able to access their entire profile. Strange, how Robert received reports about everyone except for me. They interrogated Robert to find out what he knew, which was the reason he came in from work six-days late. They wanted him to turn them, through blackmail or threats, but when Robert returned he met with each one individually, revealed to them what was in the reports and the dangers they would expect to faced in the future; from the people he received the reports from. Not until he finished talking to the males in the house and reviewed, what he read in their reports. Robert received these reports on our background by his Commanding Officer (which is the same one that tried to get him to join their organization and stop worrying about missing/phantom equipment).

That evening Robert gave me details in his interrogation, and they threats they were using to get him to turn and they were going after all of his friends, if he refused to go along with them. He feared and wanted them to know what he knew and why they accessed our files. If Robert refused them, then things went would go from strange to worse. Yet, during this period, his trust in levels towards me grew stronger and he wanted to make sure I was fully aware everything.

Each evening after he came home, he walked over to our house dumping/making reporting full disclosure of events, essential Information, and data. Any and everything he felt essential information, for people to know, in case anything strange or questionable happened to him. Robert disclosed a large number of events-and discovery. Not even his wife (then girl friend) did he felt comfortable enough to talk with, regarding a variety of matters and interrelated events. At that time, Robert had no knowledge if mine they accessed my records or not. IN their truth, I was only a unessential woman.

          Strange events, strange timing, Robert received this information about all of us. Less than a week after my fireproof file cabinet, certain personage  breached, less than an hour after I had locked the cabinet, for the second time in as many days. Each morning I clean-up the garage with soap and water, since the cubs and parents sleep together in the garage, but the parents escape opening, require they jumping on the truck, locking the cubs in the and giving parents a vantage. Less than thirty minutes after I finished washing, a neighbor called the fire department, while her son came to tell me I had a fire in my garage. All four-drawers open and flaming, along with all my file boxes, some personage set on fire with accelerants. The water hose, I used earlier was just outside the garage, which enabled me to extinguish the fire, and save the house, before the fire department, arrived.

Not to long after this event Robert’s commanding officer demanded that Robert see a certain company Psychologist, soon after that he started behaving very strange, I found out that he had been given medication to take that he had to take each day in front of the Psychologist. Within six weeks, things began to go-down hill for him and the rest of us within a couple of weeks after SunHawk and Rickie found him dead.

His wife had come to our house asking for our help to find her husband around 2200 hour. The way she explained it they had gone out and when they returned everything in their apartment was ransack, Robert’s behavior over the last couple of weeks had gone from irrational to very paranoid, each day he seem to get worse over the past several weeks. Then when he saw the damage to his property, he begun talking very wild and crazy, then he received a phone call from someone he began to shout at him, just before he ran out of the house.

SunHawk and Ricky went out looking together, Mark and Jo-Jo, Glenn and his wife, along with a couple of neighbors joined in the hunt, and they left me home to relay messages. There were out all night and came in around sunrise. Every one, took off work, grabbed a couple of hours nap, and went out again. SunHawk and Rickie decided go file a missing person report on Robert, after another four more hours of looking. While at the police department filing the report, the station received a phone call about someone found in a locked car, not moving, and possible, dead. The car and the license plate matched so they left to check the condition of Robert.

It was over 123 degrees this day in the shade, and the body was already blotted and decomposing. This was in a vacant motel parking lot, school children walk through on the way to school and on their way home. On their way to school, they saw three men around the car, one inside and two men standing outside, the car, but they did not hear anyone talking and the car was wipe clean of prints inside and out. The only thing SunHawk saw, because of his background and training, he saw a small needle mark at the base of the skull. It could have been an injection of air into the brain, and almost impossible for anyone doing an autopsy to detect or a frozen piece of ice incased in dry ice, which after an hour in the heat a car in the sun and lock would produce. In fact a body would decompose at such a rapid rate, all evidence of what happened would be impossible to determine. The coroner was lost to figure out what happened.

Soon after his death, some strange events started happening in our lives, and it was time to move from that area. We moved to the mountains in Llano, CA. My husband=s name I discovered another was using, they had cause him to be falsely discredits, which I think came about from the Robert incident, then SunHawk had a heart attack, after visiting Dennis Kelly in Rialto, CA, a place SunHawk had been warned to stay away from on numerous occasions, because it would cost him his life. (February 1986).

I kept the information to myself at the time, because I was not sure nor did I feel comfortable or safe in the fact of a major organization with the various military branches and for some reason I felt the report would end-up in the wrong hands. I later filed my report with the Shadow, because I knew him and hoped that I could still somewhat trust him. (See Letter to Senator McCain=s office dated 9 August 1994 more details on that Letter in Ref: Section 1) which proved another big mistake.

This is where you might be able to run a cross check as to who filed the report and whose office the report went through, since I do know that there was 256 planes found and reported to the public. We the taxpayer and general public, were 256 planes richer, because our government found they were misplaced do to an accounting error, which saved the government billions of dollars. You know how your system runs better than I do, but I do hope that there is some type of tracking system within the various agencies.  Accounting Error!! my donkey=s back side. You had people within your own ranks that were getting in position to wage war on you, by using your own weapons against you, and working with foreign agents and/or mercenaries. By the way, I never received payment for that report. Who did?

[End of Section 12]

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Now that you read my report, maybe you can understand the undercurrent of things that began to happen after Robert's mysterious death. Some could be coincident and it played into someone plans and other subversive action. We received notice from the City/County of Riverside County, giving us orders ninety-days to get rid of all but two dogs or move and if we did not get rid of the dogs they would take them and put them all to sleep.

After a number of phone calls I learned about a new law, which was slipped through as a Ryder, on a must pass county bill, which refused to accept any grandfather act with this bill. Once the bill was blinding pushed through, I think the county had a knee jerk reaction. They went after everyone without exception, and without warning restricting people, in the county, not the city, from having no more than two dogs, unless they had a kennel license. However, a kennel license the county would not issued the license, if the property just happened to be one foot under an acre. One of those either/or type of bills. Thank you Bob Barker, your bill did more harm than good and it caused a lot of animals to get put to sleep that were in caring homes, otherwise. I thought you cared about animals but everything you did showed a completely different face.

Something was not right when we were in the courtroom, just prior to and during our hour in court, we witnessed a number of whispers in the Judge's ear, and that is when the Judge gave us a court order to get rid of or move. If we did not go along with their order we would lose the wolves, we struggled to protect, pay a fine huge fine, plus three months of jail time. (In the courtroom a small voice whispered in our ears’, “If you get rid of these hybrids you are as good as dead. Your survival depends on your wolves.”) In fact, there were a number of people in court that day protesting the new city/county ordnance, but the Judge told then to see what they could do to satisfy the new ordnance and ordered the Humane Society to work with them, but then are hour came before the judge.

Our inner-determination to keep the hybrids because of . . . convinced our three daughters and family, we went off the deep-end. Interesting too, before the bombs dropped, back in November, the impression of the life environments changing and living without power. We both keep observed on numerous occasions, a mountain area, which our guardians presented in flash pictures, before our eyes, along with a new voice saying, "This is where you belong." Okay the Sacred Elders had begun to summons/instruct us to leave the flatlands and move to the mountains.

We rebelled against the summons to join our sacred guardians in the mountains and searched eighty-two days, for an acceptable place in the city. Down to eight-days to go and still searching, since nothing seemed to be working out for us in the flatlands, we decided to go to the mountains. Around 1400 hours we stopped for a late lunch at some small gas station with diner, around the backside of Big Bear, when an older couple pulls up right in behind us, to enjoy an early dinner. SunHawk held the door open for them, the only two couples in the diner, they waited for us to sit down and sat-down, at the table next to us.

After ordering lunch, SunHawk and I began to talk over our current problems of not being able to find a place for our hybrids or even a place that satisfies our needs, referring to an area, we could defend, but that was an inferred suggestion.

Eavesdropping in small places are a given, but most people ignore conversations in such small places. Talk about coincidence, maybe we were lucky this time, they were realtors whose main business was property management and knew of a place, where all would be welcomed, with no restriction to the number dogs or hybrids. It was an isolated cabin in the mountain/high desert region, with a backyard of 42,000 acres plus on open BLM land and a front yard of slightly more wide-open acreage. The few people that lived in the area were looking for someone with wolves and/or hybrids for policy research, as well as, decreasing their rapid growing coyote population. Once the two men talked about the place in the men’s room adjacent to the gas station, SunHawk rented the cabin unseen, before we had even finished eating lunch. After lunch, SunHawk turned us around and headed home without taking me to see the place he decided to rent.

Once we got home, SunHawk disappeared to track down and enlist at least a half-dozen friends with pick-ups to help with our move extreme. A three-hour drive from our old place to our new one turned out to be a move that took us seven and half-days: to sell off, give away and/or move the contents of our modern four-bedroom house to an isolated A-frame cabin of four-sections and only two-rooms of the cabin livable. Welcome to early American down-home living, around 1850s in a cabin without . . . . Without many things, ranging from power, to electricity, to telephone or cell phones or heating and the list goes on, but it did have indoor plumbing and running water from an artesian spring, when the spring was not dry or the lines frozen.

Since the deadline fast was approaching SunHawk and his friends decided, it was best if this Red Sun remained in town with the hybrids and finished packing, while they were loaded and transported. SunHawk was afraid for me to see the place until it was too late, since without was something he left out of the conversations. The last trip everyone reserved for the transportation of all four-legged with Red Sun; they wanted this place to be a surprise.

Interesting the way SunHawk and friends put it. “Due to unknown factors, it’s best Red Sun for you to remain here. After all, I have all the confidence in the world you handle anything that comes your way, once you familiar with all the different personalities of an area. But?, Right-now the children need you with them.

You know the speed and power of the pack, neither Nikkei, nor Niute, the father are of any big concern, but their six-offspring, the four rescued adult-hybrids and their two-sets of cubs might be a problem other than Wolfen.

Then let’s take stock here, other than the real young ones that you are finding homes for and maybe they will have homes before we go, the lightest one weighs in at 75 lbs. and the heaviest 120 lbs., with strong healthy hearts and bodies. We’ve clocked them at a playful pace of 65 miles-per-hour, for the first twenty miles, smoothing out to 45 miles-per-hour, without breathing hard for hours.

It is best if both of us are with them, when they first arrive and then we will need to be with them for a few weeks, so we all can adjust. Not good for them to take them to the mountains and leave them whole we are going back and forth moving.” It sounded local, even thou I was suspicious about the way he worded everything, too careful.

Wolfen was another hybrid a family in Big Bear, people did not know how to handle her when she got to wolf-size, and wolves love to travel, meaning they developed an unnatural fear of Wolfen. A few days later I received another unexpected addition when a family dumped Kota, a male on me in the middle of the night. The letter stated, His name is Kota, he is wolf/husky/pit-bull and my wife thought he was cute as a puppy and now she is afraid of him. So enclosed, is fifty dollars, which is not enough, but I was told you take in hybrids, and I did not want to take him to the pound, thanks Kota's dad. I was stuck; I had no plans for this pair, under orders to move, so conditions dictated I place them in the front-yard, guarding the front of the house at my front door, they kept most strangers away, but too late for the garage. Strange, why couldn't they have been around before the paperwork thieves and fire starter attacked my paperwork, with me in the backyard that day? Yes, the fire starter and thieves were bold.

Five hybrids returned to their owner, hundreds of miles away. Seven adults and twelve puppies, none from Nikkei's cubs, friends started a phone drive and I was able place all the pups after an interview and the family accepted to spend at least four-hours in observation that helped them understand how to learn the true personality of their hybrid. One-day crash course, to teach the values of, what to except, and what not to except, what one should and should not do and made sure none took drugs. Because people that get wasted all the time, will not like the lessons the wolves will teach them or they would destroy each other. Besides, I did not want to receive one more for those, "Oh isn't the puppy cute," and then the family fails to either understand, or take the time to learn how to incorporate these personalities into their family.

Granted hybrids make a good family members, guardian/teachers, search and rescue recovery, in addition to weapons and drug discovery. Know what you put out is what you get back, when they receive love and respect they give It back a hundred-times greater, and if one takes the time to understand, they provide us with great insight and knowledge, their way of family life, love and unity is some humanity needs to learn. If one has any doubt or fear then it is not the right personality for them. One of my dreams was for a good team sled dogs, for the events had moved away from freight runs, to   speed races. Not to be in our first litter, but they were great teachers. No matter it was my job to take care of and protect this massive family.

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Chapter 14 (new expanded) 

Deadline Increases Many Dangers ...Winner is ?

City's Deadline is only a simply of the Dangers that laid ahead 

Deadline day and dangers increasing, four pickup trucks the men loaded the night before and departed at 0630 hours to take the final four truckloads, up to the mountain, with plans to return before the city's promise to remove the hybrids under force, if the hybrids were not, of the property and off the street by 1400 hours. In fact, I observed someone at the entrance of our street. I noticed two-men watching the house since 0800 hours. Strange, what might their reasoning be, to separate us from our hybrids; they appeared to want the animals or do they want us, if my visions are correct, they want us and it is easier to dispose of someone without any baggage.

Starting around 1100 hours, I began, preparing the young ones for traveling by giving them some pills to relax and prevent carsickness during the trip, I did not want a repeat of the incident we had in November. Some traveled well and . . . we were unsure what they might do after our first trip with them, to visit a musher, who also operated a nonprofit sanctuary and recovery home for wolves and wolf-hybrids somewhere close by the San Bernardino and Los Angeles County line.

Our first trip with them was an experience; I did not want a repeat of, although we had added a camper shell to our pickup, with this gang one never knows what to expect. Considering . . . hybrids attitudes have always been, WE CAN. When one has the desire, one can find ones desire and way, because nothing is impossible. Every time, since day one with my first wolf/dog, it was a new learning curve, they taught me: What you will . . . . What you believe . . . What you desire . . . What you accept in your reality . . . is what can and will happen; know you/we can accomplish anything, when one is without afraid, all things are possible and fun to try. Life is a wonderful adventure.

Every thirty minutes: I checked up the street to see, if the status of our observers had changed and wondering what next. Around noon, I witnessed a few more men at the top of the street visiting. Where are the men, I hope nothing happened to them, will they get back in time? Strange how mind envisioned two separate but connected across time. What is there about today flashing on our visit to the sanctuary and joining by Yellowstone Adventure, I recognize the one of the connections, between unusual events of the wolves. Which one of the events were spiritual physics when the past predictions connect the future and our visit becomes the day foretold. Nevertheless, I have tried to remember the entire conversation of what our coming together in Yellowstone, the whys of what my entire visit to Yellowstone meant, the past and current lessons connected to my life when we came together again.

Interesting, but did the day come together the day when we visited the sanctuary and we were introduced to a pair of beautiful wolves, he had rescued after a fire. Brain, awakened in become one with the moment when there is no space across time for we are together. We recognize each other, and connect one to the other in the spiritual/physical for we are the three in Yellowstone National Park and in Wrightwood. They stood up and bow to me in the same manner with the same song, and the same honoring behavior, then we communicated on the same telepathic levels, we communicated on at Yellowstone. Little Mother you are here and time for you to begin your journey to suffer for the people and learn many of the sacred traditions of Earth Mother and awaken knowledge you know, but have failed to recognize.

          Interesting, we recognized each other simultaneously from a connection across a physical span of Yellowstone at five and thirty-some odd years at sanctuary sitting close to the county line of San Bernardino and Los Angeles. The home property in the high desert and the sanctuary begins in what mapmakers classify the low mountain range. It is hard to count how many times I flashed on the same area and then Yellowstone and other events in Yellowstone. What is the problem, it there some connection to this move and events of more than thirty-years ago.

Memory recalls and flashes in the wolves lying on the ground, waiting for Red Sun to notice them:

Over the road and through the woods, to Grandmother M’s gathering we go. Hunting for herbs and berries, was fun and boring at the same time, until . . . two sweet voices broke the boredom:

Red Sun, Red Sun come see us.

“What? . . . Who? . . . Where? . . .”

Over here, beyond the bushes moving, tell you eyes to search and you can see the silvery movement.

Eyes search, seek the movement beyond the bushes, silvery movement. Flat belly crawl motion under the bushes, eyes spot unexpected beauty: Wow! Wolves, you two are a … beautiful. You are a pair of shimmering silver-gray wolves, strong spirits of sacred lovers, lying together. I see a strong bond of love. This I speak, is what I see, for in life is meant to be, the sacred light encircles us, which I can read by the way the sacred light shines and encircles two and then encircles we three. The Sacred Father, who is our Creator, does this to announce his decree of love.

In unison, they lower their eyes in a sign of reverence, and acceptance of words expressed in a honorable way, and then they bow to me in unison. My spirit-heart speaks, what I speak in truth pays you honor and does not . . . . Why do two sacred wolves bow to me in unison for that expresses a gift of honor and respect? I am one too young to have anyone bow in my presence, and I have not done anything . . . May I ask? . . . Why do you bow before me? Why do you sing your honoring song to me? Why, I am not one of your sacredness and wisdom?

Wolves in unison: We are of your future, it’s not yet time for our spirits to come together, but when the time arrives, you will know and we shall come and join our sacred wisdom, for it will be our time of great medicine. As the time comes close for us to come together, a sacred medicine warrior will come to you. When you two come together, it will be the time for the warrior in you to awaken. A time when you teach as well as, learn: a time of extended family who teach to and learn from one another, many lessons... A time when many of your life lessons, (more than you desired) be learned on the run as your accomplishments will be in a manner, designed to save lives. When you hear our song, you will know and awaken many skills learned but not recognized, until we come together in harmonious union.

Checking the area to see who had gathered at the head of our cul-de-sac, and worried they might have stopped the men from coming in to help me get our family out of here. There was much more the two-silvery alpha wolves said, but their words, are still hidden and do not want to come forward, the final to link us together and help me understand.

          Speaking aloud to make the men hear me, which I hope with hit their mental psyche: Where are you men, I need you here now, you left or seven hours ago and danger is increasing by the minute. Right now, I see the two-whisperers, three-plain clothes, four-police, and three-human society trucks. I cannot take all these characters out in the station wagon, and avoiding arrest. SUNHAWK, WHERE ARE YOU? I NO WE NEED YOU NOW.     We have less than thirty-minutes to clear this property of fourteen characters, which is going to take longer than ten-minutes.

Did you forget they have to be out of here, off the property and off the street, if they are one the street the police will arrest us, take our gang to the pound, and put them to sleep? What can I do, with everyone, they have to be off this property and street in less than twenty-five minutes or else.

I was beginning to get really, really nervous. If you do not get here in time, and we lose everything, you might as will count your happiness . . . good-bye, because I will make you life a living hell. We need these characters to stay alive and without them, everything in life we have endeavor, up to now is worthless and our lives will be lost, too.

Eighteen minutes left and only two-pickup trucks show up. I raced to get six-dogs out in one trip, SunHawk and Bob races to get the last few items in their trucks. Nikkei, Niute and Ma-tee'-haw one of the cubs that needed to be with her parents in our station wagon. Wolfen and Kota rode in Bob's truck, jumped in Robert's truck. We quickly tied the rest of the cubs in the back of our pickup tied, when I learned Ken stayed at the cabin with Glen, to enjoin the energy and wait around to see how the wolves take to the mountain area. "Hey, what about me, I am still in the dark, where it the cabin."

 It is in the mountains around the area of, but not on Big Bear Mountain. Okay, but where is that? The only thing you are giving me is double talk and no straight talk and your answer scares me.

Red Sun, we need to get out of here right-now, we can talk about this when we stop away from here to make sure our characters we have secured good enough for the trip. Right-now it looks, they are getting ready to move, and we best get moving, I do not want to use this gun, and if we don't move I might be forced to use it.

SunHawk, had one of our guns incase we had to do a standoff to get the wolves off to their new home. At the entrance to our street, three-humane society trucks, and four black and whites. When we started the motors in our now hybrid transport vehicles, and backed around to leave it was 1358 hours. At first, it appeared they had plans to block the street, and prevent our leaving so they could take away our characters.

In theory, they were off the street, since they were in vehicles and definitely off the property. SunHawk told them we were going or every newspaper in the State and across the nation would have the story by sundown. There was a few more words exchanged and the police captain decided to let us leave, and told every one to shut up and lets us left. While the men were exchanging words, I continued to watch; something stunk and I wanted to know what, since my sensory perception signaled danger—danger those two-whisperers were dangerous. After the two-whisperers, each with two-way radios, which gave away they were neither local police, but from some different agency or organization, whispered in the police captains ear. I suspected they were part of the same mercenaries that got rid of Robert.

The two-men in the background received communication from unknown party, before they told everyone to stand down and we left out without gunfire. Somebody wants to let us know he/she had the power and in-charge. They wanted us to know they could do what they wanted . . . when they wanted. SunHawk and I felt we were being delayed and set up for other team members to get into place so they could follow us, to where we were going.

About an hour into our drive, we stopped to check the dogs and I asked where I should meet them in case . . . we get split up because of traffic. I also wanted driving instruction, to get there, and was upset when I learned we went left instead of right into mountain range San Bernardino. We drive past the turn off towards I-215 N for Big Bear Mountain and head towards Barstow. No matter how pushed to get and explanation, I could sense their nervousness, when they looked at each other and jumped in their trucks, headed out, to avoid saying anything else. I hated to see the place, if everyone continues with strange double talk. If we had tails, they were going to have a hard time keeping up. The way they were driving forced me to keep up with them, on the way to wherever we were heading for.

What is this SunHawk said the place was close to Big Bear and we have bypassed all the turn offs to any of the areas around Big Bear. Hey, we are heading off towards the little diner, we stopped at when SunHawk, sight unseen, rented the place in what I thought we were going to mountains, but we past the turn off to Big Bear Mountains and headed out across San Bernardino towards . . . towards Victorville or where? Once we turned off to I-15, I understood one of the reasons, I had been receiving the Yellowstone National Park/ Wolf and Wolf-Hybrids Recovery Sanctuary, we visited a couple of months ago, about the same time the question: "What happens when the power goes out started pounding in my head. Now here we are in the general area, I hope not, because I cannot tolerate desert heat. A part from the fact, I know, the entire area is without, and I mean without; this is an area that got stuck someplace back to the mid-1800s where if the dead was called to stand up, there would be no more for any of the living to stand.

No power or telephone lines except the ones running along highway 2 to Wrightwood and for those that lived along I-15 and/or in the city limits of Pearblossom and Little Rock. The rest of the area was without and learning to survive required IN-JUN-KNEW-WHAT-WE-DO and HEWE-DO-IT-TEA and ingenuity. The Injun-knew-what-he-was-doing, is what a lot of people who enjoyed living in this area, say about what it takes to live in the area.

Yes, I had been out here visiting a few times. This was an area I never felt any attraction or compulsion or connection for any reason. Then I did not feel too much of any connection to any place in California. Then the only reason I think I felt a mild connection in Redondo Beach, happened because my close connection with the Sacred Ones and the energy that came in off the water. We turned off towards the backside of Wrightwood, but I still had no idea of where we were, our destination and why so far out in the middle of the desert and no matter how far I looked in any direction could not see any structures.

The only thing I do recognize, we are closer to Pearblossom than Big Bear, where Dad owed something in Wrightwood, and we took this road coming in from Pearblossom to get there. SunHawk had told me the place was close to Big Bear and he knew our children would like it, I wonder what this place is like? Moreover, why is SunHawk afraid to tell me about this place?

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The following section is a portion of a 180 page report I filed with the United States Government, Office of the Navy, numerous Senators, Central Intelligent Agency, National Security Agency, and even sent to the White House and they is another puzzle to the history. Anyway the only thing that happened, several some ones broke into my life, my home, threaten my life and the lives of my children, removed any and all documents/documentation they could find, even pictures, I had to prove SunHawk and I were together and the plot continues.

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Chapter 9

  Saga of  Nikkei & Niute

Yin/Yang Environment in a Hostile Land

Spiritual Warrior

Confronting Spiritual Dangers

Journeys to New Awareness Final Target

One Death, November/December Feasts, Robert, & Unseen Dangers

Chapter 8

Strange Visions

 Links Redondo Beach to Riverside

What inspired the leap from Redondo Beach to Riverside County, what caused SunHawk to overact? This produced many different yin/yang conditions; every day produced heated problems across dry poisoned lands, assaulted with angry winds and extreme heat. In reality, this land had been hurt too much, invasion of extreme disrespect, had caused the land to attack humanity and it began doing everything possible, short of opening and swallowing, to stop all forms of physical life's plan to flourish on it, again.

Living life is a mixture of living on multiply planes not much one level or one plane. We are reaching a time when life awareness had to be rapid for re-evaluation of universal interaction in hostile conditions. A new cycle of rapid advancing environments to train, awaken and link ones mental physics with spiritual physics. Sacred universal life adventures invoke challenging life lessons: in truth, this means not all things are bright shining and beautiful, not all lessons walk on water or flow with gentle breezes. It had become time to ride the angry waves across many different types of hostile terrains. Spiritual high speeds individuals along journeys to test and challenge entire family units deep within ones essence.

One lesson taught how quickly a change of environment, can also redesign our total life yin/yang concepts. We learned every set of lessons, comes with unique conditions, each new experience we soon realize their complexity, if one is to gain perceptive to wisdom. After the fishing trip, SunHawk soon changed and I could see a man aware of his own lack of immortality. It was impossible to explain understand his why, but he began to take his anger out on me. After his last eight-year extension, the Sacred Father forbids to accept my prayers for another extension of SunHawk's life, after he refused to listen and thought me impatience and unrealistic, when I warned him about certain people he had called friends, would lead to his death and betray him, he did not listen.

My Sacred Guardian EagleHawk, told me to tell him to stay away and have no contact with certain people, he considers friends, for they will lead to his death. Stay way from them if he wants to stay alive, if he believes you and honors your wishes, you two will celebrate your forty-five anniversary together. Hard to understand why he refused to acknowledge, all I give up for his happiness, after his open-heart surgery. Maybe, he believed, no matter what danger he got himself into I would always keep him alive, which I had done so many times, since our sacred union.

Confused and in need of answers to SunHawk's strange behavior and why Riverside, which I saw bringing only heartache, which appeared to surface after the auto accident. Life no matter which way we travel seems to have the same outcome, but why can't one avenue produce more happiness than sorrow. Can you tell me the difference; who is right and who is wrong, and how can one tell right from wrong. What are the differences between our personal decisions? Within an hour of asking, I received two interesting visions.

The first introduction to the question:

See this picture a snapshot in time, now what do you think the story is that makes this picture real.

"What do you mean that makes this story real? There are two people there and they are playing tug-o-war with each other. Look again what you say is neither accurate nor inaccurate realities. For there are many sides to facts of realities, which leads-up to this one, snapshot in time, and it is important to know this for all we observe are filled with disillusions. Truth travels along many paths filled with events of personal life conditionings, journeys, and lessons. Who can say which or when a valuable moment reaches out and directs certain personas to meet, what are the reasons or who can say how many lessons are in one incident at a certain collusion point. Next one has to ask are the only uncertain consequences, reaction, and outcome or is there any uncertainties. Know one truth, everyone sees and rationalizes the same event differently.

          It is better not to take sides, but to ask many questions, study all the answers, know the spirit-hearts of everyone involved, leading up to the moment. It is important to question even those who are unseen in the snapshot, but have direct/indirect links to each snapshot in time. You need to hear and know what the thoughts of others, you need to see into and understand personal reasons and programming, before you can think about making a decision.

Then you must find what drove the moment, and that can have hundreds of threads and little factors, connecting days, weeks, months and/or years linked to one life journeys, for more than one thing droves each individual event. It is important to realize there are more than seven sides to any picture: their perceived concepts; guardians' directions; required lessons; life awareness; your perceived snapshot; what they perceived; and what actual happened.

All things flow in combination of what you believed you witnessed or heard; what they said and believed; all the conditions leading up to the incident; what was meant to be caused by awareness or lack there of or a strong ability to turn a negative into a positive event. However, none of what happens gives you the right to judge another. No one has the right to judge the reasons of another person, or judge another by your standards, or perceived standards, requiring them to live life as you dictate. Self-Righteous Indignation is one of the worse forms of passing judgment on others. Everyone in the picture has an opinion, then what you think you see is not the truth. You have to look at the Sacred Father's side, the universal attraction, guardians view of interaction, if this was a lesson and/or accident lesson, or part of one lasted life adventure. Therefore, every picture could have twenty-one-sides

The vision that followed was very interesting for it was one of those real unique and unexpected lessons, which took me more than several months to decipher. Even though, I was in my bed talking on the telephone when the first vision arrives, during daylight hours, in full living action color and something along the lines of seeing it through an open-window and repeating my visions to her while It was running. We hung up and the second one arrives. The second vision comes alive stronger within fifteen seconds:

Many we call, few pass our tests, and fewer still are chosen and the first called might not be the first chosen.

Standing in front of the keeper of records for interviewers are two-catholic priest, who were too long-friends appearing fresh from earth, still showing the condition they were in that caused them to appear here, badly cut in many places, clothing lacking many pieces, and beaten viciously about the head, and standing before the same interviewer . . . . The area I call the Vortex staging area to determine your next destination and one firmly believed he had earned the right to enter the Sacred Kingdom and he would be able to site at his right hand. The other was more worry about what will happen to his flock, since he was not around to take care of them.

          The interviewer said to both, "I want to hear from both in your own words why you think you have the right to enter here and why you also believe you don't have the right to enter."

The first priest: The reason I feel I have earned the right to enter here, I have been a good priest, and my children love me. I answered of the Heavenly Father calling; I have honored the teachings of the Son. All say I have been a good priest and I have lived my life of sacrifice and respect towards my fellow man, all my life. I have never raised my hand to my enemies; instead, I have always prayed for my enemies, eternal spirit and turned the other cheek, no matter what they have done to me.

Today I was out in the field attending my flock, when four robbers came and demanded I give my flock to them. I explained this flock is only in my keeper so I cannot give them to you. They said if I did not give them my flock, they would kill me. Again, I said the flock was not mine to give. They attacked me and I did not fight back, for it is better to die than to raise my hands to my enemy and they killed me then took my flock. Still I lost me flock, when they killed me.

The second priest: I do not belong here, for today I too was in the field attending my flock and robbers came and demanded I give them my flock. The flock it not mine to give I am only the caretaker and protector. No, one has given me the right to give even one member of the flock to you or anybody, for the children—belong to their Father. One-evil robber attacked me, while three-evil men went after the flock and for what every reason, I found myself in a position of needing to protect those in my care, I stopped the first one and went after the other three.

I cared not, about my immortal spirit, I would rather die protecting the children, than turn the other cheek, until then I had always believed I was a peaceful man, but now I realize I am no different from those that killed me. For I raised my hands to stop then, I was determined to do whatever it took, together with killing to save my flock from the evil of mankind. They killed me and ran off with the flock and that is why I am here and why believe I am not fit to enter the House of the Father's sacred kingdom.

After the second priest spoke, Saint Peter, one of the Sacred High Council of Guardians, along with King David, who are among the many that watch over the sacred and chosen children, entered the room. Sacred Peter touched the second priest, you have earned the right to enter, and we honor you for your courage. You put the lives of many ahead of your own, we honor you for you sacred sacrifice of love.

David and Saint Peter moved over by the first priest, who believed he earned the right to enter the Sacred Father's Kingdom, by turning his cheeks, thought more of his eternal place in the kingdom than standing up for his flock. Your reason is false, your action prove you cared more for your immoral soul than your eternal spirit. Your behavior proves you were a false guardian/priest and have neglected those we put you in charge of to protect. You falsely accepted the calling and by not standing up to protect your flock, you have destroyed them. You did not show strength of character but a weakness, you cowered before the destroyer of your flock; you traded their eternal spirits for yours.

Many are summonsed, challenged, and receive many tests throughout their lives, and only a few are chosen. This we say to you, you have failed and proved you are not worthy of entering the Sacred House of the Holy Father. You own words betray you for you have spoken in terms of self-righteous indignation, disrespect for others, and selfish thinking, among other things, no you may not enter; you have many things to learn. We will return and suffer all the pain and indignity your flock suffered, since you failed to stand up for them.

I original said it took me several months; It took me many seasons to realize the truths within, for in truth there were many unusual messages among the conditions to one answer within the visions, even though I had known and applied certain portion of one answer many times in the past. The first message said: It is better to die for all the right reasons, than to die for all the wrong ones. Okay the next one came easy, when one thinks they are doing right, they might be doing wrong, and for those that think they are doing wrong could be doing right.

We are not to judge our behavior or that of others, because right and wrong can only be answered by higher level of guardians than, any of us living in the here and now. Nevertheless, what I was hearing, still did not answer why Riverside and what purpose.

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In a Hostile Land People Change

It can bring out the Best and Worse in Humanity

So the Question becomes

Which one Do You Feed?

Which One Wants to Wiin?

This is a time of Inner-battle for Spiritual Survival