Secret Journey

The Hour Younger-self met Older-self

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Younger-self Met Older-self you/we must survive   

A fold in time as guardians summons Red Sun to counsel spirit/child. Through eyes shut tight, a bright glow fills brain and room with increase awareness of spirit/child's castaway situation. Trying to pinpoint where in time, we're connected. Looking around at current conditions to determine if this is the day speech invited death or death invited speech. The day loneliness needed human contact or on the edge, at the brink of crossing, accepting death over rebirth combined with strong spiritual awakening?

Sensing problems to come, this must be the day everyone in the bar literally gave Elinora their backs, because we're alone. A critical time: due to memories of death, castaway loneliness, and what happens within the next eighteen hours: We are at a major crossroad of lifetime programming. Red Sun's interjection of courage, important awareness of observations, and insight into the future before irreversible hate fills life, heart, and spirit.

Red Sun to spirit/child:

Honest spirit/child, hear this Red Sun for we are one in present and future, putting everything else aside our personal perception of self as a castaway remains a powerful influence throughout our lifetime and will continue until after we cross. Bear in mind as a castaway our heart closes faster than it opens . . . if it opens at all, which isn't always bad? Early events explain why we've taken on the persona of a psychoanalysis/observer. Awareness intellect proclaims it's important to take charge of ones life. Convert negative experiences, use insightful conversions to analyze life. Remember, our castaway status gives us the ability to observe and not become part of or feel compelled to walk in their footsteps, which throughout our life adventures do work for our benefit and the benefit of others, too.

Grandfather Tall Standing Walking Bear:

"Okay! Little one, remember, well my words . . . So what? You've been thrown into a strange environment, forced to deal with a wide variety of life struggles for survival, which you will benefit from. Experiences initiated by dark hearts will prove to be minor to some of the dark environments you will face in years to come. It's doubtful if your past encounters gave a second thought to the consequences of their actions? Remember, to observe, to see, and understand the enablers who support the dark agenda and lifestyles. Study their shortsighted blindness. You don't have to eat from their tables as long as you apply the following theories: Dark clouds have silver-linings. All of life is a series of lessons. Stand strong, study well, each blade of the triple edge swords, before making any conclusion."

The blades of the sword can be dangerous and requires close analyses. We need your perception to question conditions to knowledge and understand how assassins/enablers can create a dramatic shift in the environment of time?

"Food for thought: If one unintended shift in the fabric of time can change ones lifeline then what happens if a major lifeline of a family, shifts or is fragmented? How many countless lifelines are influenced and/or changed—directly and indirectly?"

Using said theory . . . the question then cries out for answers: how many hundreds of lives were/are affected across how many generations?

"Ones ability to answer just might require a major quantum physics equation, mathematics. Even so, it will be hard to analyze the positive and negative ripple affects across countless generations?"

Spirit/child did you answer the phone and say: 'If you want Elinora, she dressed pretty, went to the bar pool, to play boy pool with boys drink, She no come home by long dark?' They said nothing and you returned to the cell, with tears flowing, wishing the person said anything.

Then before sleep . . . Grandparents' race through the door, franticly checking every room and hiding spot: "ELINORA? Elinora? Red Sun truth where is Elinora? . . . Words of truth send warpath grandfather on a mission to the local bar where he shocked everyone: "This woman, my daughter, for your information has a daughter at home she abandons daily for her pleasures and . . .  Enough said, I don't think I have to spell it out any further.' Elinora spat and cursed at her father, which infuriated him enough to yank Elinora off her personal bar stool by her hair and dragged her home, caveman style, for all to see. Question: Has Grandfather M, done his investigation, which disclosed a long list of Elinora's improper behavior and neglect.

"Yes, this is the day of . . . Elinora's 'I'm perfect, I'm Goddess and men worship me and no one will get I my way.' Her unusual grandiose mental persona really snaps. The day of great danger, this day because everyone turns . . . here she comes listen to her muttering . . . 

Elinora: "Men must worship and love me. I can't survive without men. You're an abomination, the ruination of my sex appeal . . . with you dead my sex appeal power will increase and men will love me, again."

Listen to the bathtub she is going to try and kill us, pray. Know prayers and faith is ours and we survive.

Grandmother M has been summonsed, besides you/we can't cross: we have too much to live for. Our true universe is life and gentle, but you/we have too much to do . . . Observe the Sacred Mother who comes forth to keep you in love. Impressive, her journey speaks a language greater than words: she floats on a cloud towards earth to bless and rescue spirit/child from crossing. Grandfather Tall Standing Walking Bear journeys by her side as the Sacred White Eagle circles over our heads, and directs M. Sacred Mother comforts spirit us Grandfather Tall Bear works to keep physical form alive and undamaged.  

Mid-afternoon Elinora's strikes with death in her heart, Elder M is cooking dinner, at the Salvation Army Mission, when she receives a 3-D vision of Elinora's holding child face down in a bathtub underwater, until child is devoid of noticeable life. M receives a second vision of the child's spirit with Sacred Mother, at the gateway of crossing.

Grandmother M, literally drops, runs, and grabs purse, but forgets chief's apron. Starts car and continually blasts horn on a speedy journey across town, sending her prayers of protection to wrap her special child in a sphere of protection. On the hood of her car, she receives 3-D glimpses of her special granddaughter's possible future, IF . . . If she promises to teach child, her sacred and traditional ways. Brakes squeal, door sounds, as a blur of Grandmother M speeds through the front room, left to the bedroom and right into the bathroom: swoops body out of bathtub by the heels as one would a new born child. Joining slaps to summons life into form.

"Oops, Sacred Mother M forgot to turn the engine off, lock brakes or close the door."

Once again Red Sun connects underwater with spirit/child while Grandmother M speeds across town:

Hey little one, don't give up we must survive. This day we learn a little about the power of three: by way of the sacred three's combination of. . . Three sacred lives summons forth love's energy. This day is more sacred than you realize, because child/spirit joins with spirit/child when we rejoin with and awaken the spiritless/physical form of Red Sun. After our quick lesson of survival: Separation of (O) oxygen from (H2O) water, waiting for [(1) Grandmother M (physical) energized hands to arrive. Hands energized join when (2) Sacred Mother, (spirit angel) and Standing Bear, protector, guardian and our supporter of life.] As painful as the experience, spirit energized physical to revitalize life and we are reborn into a stronger union: which you will understand in time.

First: lack of speech, witnesses death and survive. Second: Speech creates an interactive death experience and lives. However, (child/spirit) as life relates to biological family ties, whose name I can't remember and (spirit/child) as it relates to the spirit of the castaway child. The condition of energy makes you whole at rebirth into one form Red Sun: WE survive because of . . . given in many visions: If you/we die thousands of lives would perish needlessly, for without you/us, they are death already. Whatever it means?

Genetic-spirit-eternal bonds child/spirit with spirit/child and Red Sun, into one life force, in a world divided. One of our objective/directives: Find balance between two outwardly conflicting worlds of cultures and traditions. Our principal inspiration symbolizes spirit/child and child/spirit cannot turn back on sacred relations, deny her birthrights or heritage. The individual identifiers prove to be expedient references when analyzing connection of lifestyles and personalities.

Beautiful, how the whys and wherefores of spiritual foundation awareness developed out of two of life's not so normal occurrences? Spirit journey to the gateway of the River of Life was a ten on the scale of spiritual life experiences, plus, exciting and enlightening. Sacred hands kept spirit-eternal at the mid-point, sacred hands connecting experiences were. . . Wow . . . the incredible interlocking forces expands mind and spirit consciousness to absorb, necessary chunks of vast universal intelligence. The sacredness of the journey proves to be the inspiration for us to learn in earnest, the sacred teachings of the Creator. Notwithstanding, our purpose was implanted when hovering between finite points of physical world and spiritual life, time to learn.

[Believe me: Life with (I'm the only living entity, on this earth people should worship) Elinora and Grandmother M is/was and will prove a definite series of challenges and unique adventures. Adventures which teach awareness of worlds and personal never-ending struggles for survival: Details best served another time when ones able to read all the blades of the swords. Nevertheless, listen to Grandmother M all of life lessons can prove dangerous and without values, if not for Grandmother M's life expanding insightful wisdom of relations, culture and traditions.]  

          Its time for me to go you are safe now. Remember to pay attention to your/our Grandmother M. Our time with her will never be enough, but she will teach you much, she is very important to our life and future survival.

 WE almost didn't make the child had no will to survive

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 This is what I forgot to tell myself when we meet as how important our relationship was with Randy

there would come a time when we saved the lives of many together.

  What Spirit/Child Needs to Know

Fast forwarding of events as each picture represents a huge shift of environment: visual of one boy and one girl, just out of diapers, first hugs. Randy and Red Sun's hug suggests two-small, lost twin-spirits personalities reunited. Thanks Grandfather M for taking Elinora. Flashes forward observing two sitting at the feet of Grandmother M, listening to her words of wisdom. Friend/foe; twin-spirit relationship: fighting side-by-side, neither at odds nor enemies, we learned to accept and our development of spirit/medicine warrior skills. The shift opens doors to one unique interaction between Randy and Red Sun. Substance of spirit transmits throughout our original hug:

Inner-spirit shouts, we are two who posse in abundances, equal measures of life force strength and courage. Prime directive: Save the Children, we will achieve that which life needs us to accomplish. Bear in mind something in our lives, our environments require a foundation, which can intervene to stop a probable massacre of lives: younger and older than us, but not stronger of spirit.

Our hug becomes an adventure of life taking us years beyond this day:

"Grandmother M, please explain . . . The promise of normal life, where did it originate? Our lives we don't see as normal dealing with neither minor nor major episodes. We see beyond tomorrows and our lives are unclassifiable beyond ordinary or normal." 

          "What is normal? Who promised you normal? Life is too important for everyone's journey to be normal." Eyes and mouths of children reach their limits of open and ears flap at her words: "Nevertheless, some people have to live outside the lines for others to have a somewhat normal, happy life."

Eyes locked as minds join:

          Think maybe she's right, can't say anyone would classify either of our environments present or future as ordinary? Interesting pictures, wonder what they meant? 

Truth of life reality how many of our lessons learned . . . sitting at the feet of a master. Nevertheless, it doesn't mean one will learn anything, with masters. It's up to each individual to accept, analyze, reject or put-on-hold segments of life lessons and experiences, until all the pieces make a whole and make sense. It was hard for us to appreciate the value of. . . Centuries of Creator's invaluable lessons and gifts of spiritual wisdom (past and present) were contributions to the foundations of two small children setting out on countless journeys of life: Even though our early teachings were rudimentary philosophy of spiritual awareness, love, and faith, combined with psychic/psychological development skills and insight. [Nothing is set in stone.] Randy's inner-self opened wide to absorb as a hungry sponge, all Grandmother M shared. He developed rapid and deep comprehension abilities and sharp skills. Her lessons nourished his spirit's intellectual hungry more than food nourished his body, not to say it didn't do the same for me, but I took pleasure in experiencing his development.

Grandmother M walked the talk, and recognized as a woman with a sacred heart and amazing teacher. Her sacred spirit-to-spirit touch assists each person to realize his/her highest potential and spiritual personality. Few has guardians granted the ability to impart wisdom through a combination: of communications, experiences, actions, and interactive involvement. We learned and absorbed on many levels, through her inner-communicative spirit. We experienced lessons through one of her visual gifts, of interactive choices and see how they played out, as it imparted entire concepts at once, not individual pieces of a whole. Interaction with her left no room for doubt as we witnessed and experienced her countless array of miraculous gifts. Grandmother M introduced us to the concept of plural guardians watching after us, not just one guardian. We observed and experience numerous times as accurate facts not fiction.

What I didn't have the opportunity or time to tell spirit/child, Red Sun, your sacred rebirth transition awakens with your first new dawn. Angels' bless you with sacred gifts of empowerment, to fortify life's journey. Sacred abilities conveyed within the morning's first rays of light by way of He who is the Light. Each gift awakens different levels of awareness guiding you along your sacred path, comprehension, and language skills of many tongues, powered by multiple levels of awareness, lessons wisdom . . . to learn. With the coming of dawn, and speech, Grandmother M begins her special granddaughter's training to honor her commitment to the Sacred Mother of the People and the Sacred Eternal Father of Light and Life. Your spirit crossing and return opens intuitive sight beyond sight. Your key to sacred lessons to medicine abilities spanning centuries of universal knowledge?

Sacred Drums of Life

Come take a short journey with me to understand the strength and medicine of our sacred drums: In the Southwest three-pow-wow drum groups and is members spoke with the blessings of sacred spirits. The drums received true respect and honor from its members. The sacred spirit of the drum, (gave its people) great medicine to help the people, since all recognized, their spiritual experiences, and believed in the sacred spiritual power and traditions of these drums since they lived in a way that honored their drums.

The shared respected started with those who stand around the drums. All have spent time with the sacred spirit and followed the traditions of each drum. They treated the drum the same way medicine men treat their medicine bundles. They began purification of mind and body, along with total purge cleansing of spiritual beings, spirits-hearts, body, minds, and emotional health. They lived life in an honorable way with spiritual love and respect of self, family, and relations; each found their inner-fire to dedicate the direction of spirit/life. They lived their life with sacred spiritual faith, in a way that radiates respect, and honor of traditions, the Sacred Father, Earth Mother, Grandfathers, Grandmothers, and guardians.

The sacred ones suggested each morning before the gathering sweat each day, before the opening ceremonies to cleanse and purify their total systems before taking on the responsibility of the sacred drum. The combination of sacred spirits: voices of life drums, the spiritual energy of the drummers, the singers blessed by the sacred energy of Earth Mother delivers health and healing. This summons sacred oneness: energy, spiritual quantum physics, harmony, balance, and sacred spectrum strength, which awaken elements of environment of life within. A powerful combination summons and empowers the real spiritual energy, which can cleanse and purify the negative forces and aid in the recovery of physical ills, the universal knowledge touches and adds life to the people.

          These drums gave the proof the sacred love of the Sacred Father flowed through them and the drum, to heal and purify, those with poor health, allowing mind and spirit to discover and recovery balance. Those with heart problems heart gained regular heart beats, diabetics discovered they needed less insulin if any at all, the spirit of the people and the lands around them discovered a spiritual enlightenment, trees flourished, grass was greener and waters sweeter, which they did not have before.

The dancers discovered a new life in their dancing and happiness flourished. People enjoyed the gatherings, which grew with the love shared by the drums. The sacred love and energy gave strength to the people to handle and accomplish many tasks they struggled with before. Life energies rejuvenated the lands where the drummers played for the drums blessed the spirit and gave life.

Many Elders, Chiefs, Sacred Medicine Elders, SunHawk, and Red Sun had not experiences sure spiritual medicine in a number of years. We then decided to examine the drummers, question friends, acquaintances, and families and speak with others to see what they experienced. They followed the sacred ways, meant avoidance of dark poisons consumption, injection, or ingestion of demonic elements. The poisonous substances aid demonic tricksters in their quest to cripple and distort consciousness, spiritual-minds, eternal-spirit, and spirit-hearts for starters. Demonic tricksters of the shadows, disrupts physical and clouds personalities by means of deceptive tricks, calculated destruction of total life. The dark ones whispers can disconnect and twist perception of sacred spiritual awareness and distort personal outlook of knowledge.

Pow-Wow Woes

Woo Destruction

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For All My Relations I Cry 

[Now lets look at the dangers of those that who are subjugated to drums by those that consume, inject or ingest dangerous dark poisons from the drummers that woos (destruction) via lack of respect towards self, family life, relations, traditions, cultures and the sacred spirit-heart of Earth Mother.] This I say because of the harm and destruction cause by those that poison the drum, which in turn harms, poison, and destroy the spiritual-heart and sacred traditional ways of nations life. Poison filters forth through the drummers and singers, into the drum(s) and then their combined energy transmits out through thousands of tentacles attacking subconscious levels of countless personalities. Shadow tricksters, move in, and tricks consciousness and spirit-hearts into reception of distorted poisonous concepts. A few shadow tricksters can deceive and influence countless indigenous inhabitants in venomous ways. I am not implying it will happen at the first of even second pow-wow, since it might take several or more before conditions are ripe to weaken ones spirit enough for the tricksters' misleading whispers of deception can influence you. The sacred spirit of the drum, held many spiritual purposes including the power to strengthen, energize, heal, and bring people together

Example of whales in waters they can sense pods of fish from great distances. Receptive to environmental vibrations and some conscious awareness of dangers in the waters, but it is harder for them to recognize environmental poisons, until they become ill. This is the same dangers we face with drums that was poisoned, it is hard to recognize the dangerous, fatal toxics, hidden in shadowy conditions, which attack, influence, and destroy lands, heart, and spirit of all that come to listen to the drums, dance and/or enjoy the spirit of the drums.

We/I have to ask why do you fail to sense the truth, or do you not care? . . . One poison spirit can harm many; several poisoned spirits can harm an entire tribe. I know many elders, medicine men, and Chiefs in the Southwest who was upset or refused to stay when they sensed spiritual life poisons on the drums. I question if this has been happening far too long and too often, the indigenous communities have become desensitized to sacred realities. Can anyone explain why our people fail to recognize the reverse constructive influences of ones spiritual experience?

Shadow tricksters thrive on poisons, it strengthen and empowers them to weaken spirit-heart, and empower the orientation of darkness, once they get the subconscious to accept doubt then fearful doubt, which opens one mental highway for the collection of greater illnesses. Know these tricksters wait the shadows and strange recesses of ones personality to eclipse ones entire being into acceptance of spirit-heart destructive poisons.

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However, drummers think not, you can never again play the drums. What secret is within the facts take the time to purge your total environment: physical, mental, spirit-heart, and reject in total your acceptance of darkness poisons. Know in total means you family, relations, children and every drummer's life on the drum and drum in total, too. What each individual might not believe and others might not want to accept, once purification purges individuals of their various poisonous and tricksters: it is important to work collectively with the entire unit plus support in total individual drummers, singers and the complete family units. One other fact, if you can consciously say, you did not poison your system; I will say beware you were poisoned by others who sat at your drum and you need to undergo purification, because the poisons cling, travel with you, and harm others you care about. Healing of family in total is imperative, because the tricksters can travel and harm other members of your family too, which can create a continuations vicious cycle of poisoning children, unbeknownst to any you; which is why it is important to save family and the children. In truth each family member, should accept total purification, to purge and cleanse each physical/spiritual being.

Purification purge includes home, material objects, physical form, spirit-heart, spirit-mind, undoing twisted and distorted spiritual, physiological, and psychological concepts, the chances of total healing of family, singers and drummers and drums is much greater. Truth: It is hard to say where the poison started or how and no one should point fingers, just take the challenge and the journey will be worth it, because you will be able to help more than you can calculate. The shadow trickster might have come home with a child from school, from a handshake, church, or maybe it perceived an opening because you will ill or weak.

Realities truths, of what I reference and speak of I lived in a house with one some times to alcoholics, and one fill time that enjoyed consumption, injections of and ingestion of many poisons. Many times with the female, it was questionable, if any one would be able to survive until sunup from her demonic demons. Her angry demons, but not violent demons and strange personalities came from an hour after sunup to sunset. Once the sun drop into night those angry kill crazy demonic tricksters awaken from sundown to dawn. It would take eighteen to twenty police to subdue her if they were lucky, many she sent to the hospital. People had to fight for their lives and not get angry once you did the psychic demonic vampires and tricksters feasted and you they entrap, within a snare for they have another victim.

It took me a while to see the many different personalities, between sunrise and sundown, because she worked, the only ones that arrived the most were extremely violent, kill crazy, serpent tongued demonic, psychic vampires, and demonic tricksters. Then in the morning she would claim she remembered nothing about her late night behavior, the other place not to take her was in places that had no direct sunlight in the daytime hours, because the stronger than ten-men, kill crazy demons would strike in less than fifteen minutes in the place.

Then sunrise shines on her, she would drop off to sleep for an hour, the transitions took an hour, and she would woke-up with one of several other personalities she allowed to share her life over the years of drinking and demonic behavior would show up. She began drinking at nine years of age and by eleven, she was dangerous. The tricksters and demonic personas originally followed her, until they could attach during violent and depressed behavior, and later others embedded by possession, and stopped her from developing and her inner-fire.

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Hard life style for Red Sun, to live life and walk between the flames of attempted murders, many broken bones, knife attacks, violence every night, living on little sleep, and hiding in someone yard many a night, to survive and some of those nights were almost too cold. Many lessons and discoveries covered a wide range of important insight, supported by emphatic abilities allowed me to observe and sense, conditions, blocking darkness; I developed my inner-fire early for survival reason. Grandmother M's teachings coupled with spirit-communication, visual presentations, which guided my survival, included spiritual guidance and insight, spiritual physics, combined with sacred universal teachings from guardians and research I gained awareness of certain conditions and truths.

The realms of the tricksters are varied and many, what I experienced proved more dangerous than imagination, beyond universal imagination any fiction writer can portray or psychically tape into to create a character. In time, these tricksters show their truth colors, they are one in the same, for tricksters are demonic physic vampires. What do you know about these dark demonic tricksters? Did you know they only survive by robbing others, ingesting toxic dark poisons, toxic substances, violence, depression, anger, unstable emotional distortions, emotional psychic energy; they have to create violence to survive.

They take pleasure in their sneak attacks on entire families for their survival. They rob victims, families, and associates of not only physical energy for premature deaths but inner-strength and block the development of ones inner-fire. They are patience, only if they can create internal violence and family violence at odds with each other, creation of divorce and its emotional conditions they will create it they can't encase the entire family in their poisons. They banquet on the tears of children. When they dine on negative energy, and hostile exchanges of words and/or physical violence they grow in size and strength. We learned tricksters have no boundaries and they enjoy it when they can mislead children through love to bring about the destruction of a family. Be wise, learn your behavior, what is you and what has been programmed, for they start in slow ways with a suggestive whisper you might believe is your idea. Maybe for a while, things might even work out when you receive their whispers, then whispers create confusion, then whispers work on your confidence, creating self-doubt and questioning self-worth, which might take several years. Watch you pattern of friends that show up too, and the ones that fall away. Once the tricksters weaken you and other victims they can overpower and modify host/victims behavior and reactions.

These physic demonic vampires; are wise in the ways of tricksters, unseen, hard for many to sense, unless one developed awareness, insightful knowledge, and/or experience training; to deal with these deceiver's powers and energy. They have developed their knowledge against us over thousand years of learning. It takes much effort to recognize the tricksters' whispers and secretive games and tricks they use to influence individuals, so I do not claim to know them all. Some of the unique ways they attack and/or influence large units of people, from beyond their original victims, can become a fill time effort for some one, beginning with the Muslin radicals and the brain washing. IN much, the same manner they can control or attempt to control family units. Interesting how deceivers can trick you and others into accepting blindly … counter-constructive directions. Tricksters go until they trap each family unit and victim into negative life, living, and personality behavior, once the demonic demons have entrapped their targets they invite their children to feed off of you and your, before they move on to create more destruction.

Now do you understand . . . what dangerous poisonous illnesses these demonic/physic vampire and demonic tricksters visitors can visit upon life conditions, of each family unit and drum group: from self to all of ones relations, including children and children's children? Think about the reality of destruction . . . . What harm can these poisons visit upon and do to your eternal spirit, what type of destructive damage and entrapment to ones spirit; ones universe? If we are a collective body that strengthens each eternal spirit across the universe what happens to our collective sacred oneness across the universe, and with our universal guardians and ancestors? Raw energy is neutral gray . . . . The color and energy that is set in motion each of us create and change every split second. We can influence many factors, across the entire spectrum of light and colors. The colors, light and energy we display can become the trigger that attracts or rejects these poisons.

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The first YOU that needs to react, is not the YOU beside YOU or sleeping with YOU, it is YOU who must take that first step. Your recovery and the recovery of all your relations are at stake without YOU. One-by-one equals two and more for each one invites two more, then two invite three and four and in time, many more YOU . . . collective individuals . . . can inspire (with team work) wonderful recoveries and strengthen others to begin healing from the damage demonic/physic vampire visitors inflected upon others, too.

Purification/cleansing consist of the determination, disconnection, disassociation, and destruction of behavioral patterns these demonic/physic vampire visitors and riders can poison countless numbers around you and re-infect its original host. It normally, takes five years before the daily fever for the poisons loses its overpowering control, but . . . it never satisfied and the tricksters will come at you when least expected. Remember, two important things about life and living; all of life in truth, are many different lessons, overwhelming tests. The third: One will discover one is put in some strange interesting and high stress positions or unexpected actions on YOUR interesting and unique healing, recovery, and enlightenment journey. Healing recovery, you can accomplish if YOU seek within one sacred fire or will and determination and hold on because it will react the same way of a wild mustang behaves. You will have to prove you strength of determination of success, to the wildness of the fierier mustang within, for only then will you have gained its respect; before you can find a partner to overpower the trickster and win against unknown odds for survival.

Know once the purification of ones spiritual environment, sacred feathers, sacred pipes, medicines items, drums, drummers, spiritual leaders, tribal leaders are completed the healing of a nation can begin. As goes the leaders so goes the nation. Once this is completed, you stay pure you can become a power drummer that adds to the strength with blessings from your guardians to use the drum and sacred medicines. Know within you will be that fierier mustang has become part of you sacred medicine to add strength to the sacred purification, along with your enlightenment and abilities to purge, cleanse and assist in the rebirth of your nation. Of what I speak, I had many years of awareness, experiences, and training.

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Again, I ask, are YOU beginning to recognize what power and responsibilities the drums and its drummers have? Can you sense or calculate what harm or good the energy and life of the drum and drummers possess? Take some time to analysis energy of physics and telecommunications actually have on you and everything around you. Analysis how you feel when the energy around you is positive and alive, compared to when the energy is hostile, depressed, and/or negative. Think about how you have perceived a variety of environments and the various energy signatures you have encountered.

Now can you understand why I say these poisons from within are harming our Sacred Earth Mother, making our people ill, and adding to global warming and destruction? I have much pain in my heart over the last couple of years at the major of Socials Gatherings I experience with growing poisons within and sense the illnesses injected into and out of the drums. The poison in the drums makes me ill, causes my body to experience excessive pain, induces negativity migraine, and dry vomiting to cleanse spirit and physical form of the negativity. Sad, but true, the drummers are driving away many others, besides this Red Sun and destroying a valuable and sacred way of life.

Pow-Wow drums, for making money, are drums of destruction. To all my relations wake-up, they are for helping, healing and teaching the peoples. What do we need to do pay the drum and drummers a flat per and the health drums getting a bonus? A painful truth, I am forced to speak you are driving away many that once did our people and nation and will support our nation, when they can again experience the sacred spirit of the drums and those connected to the drums.

They expect to experience sacredness and oneness connection with our people through our sacred drums, they do not want to experience poisons, and darkness attacks. The poisons create serious disconnect for those that seek to experience oneness connection to Universal wisdom, Sacred Ones, Sacred Guardians, High Council of Chief and Elders, ancestors and relations.

The poison hurts our people who walk in different skins; it makes them feel heavy of heart, the poisons sicken their spirit, and cause hearts to experience pain, not what our people killed by violence prematurely need. They who walk in a different form are desperate to reconnect with their own spirit with the sacred spirit and voice of the drum.

I must ask why do you hate and seek to destroy your life when our relations that laid down their lives for us. Can you imagine what those that sacrificed their lives for the love of their children and relations must regret their sacrifices of love must feel when they see the degeneration of our people? Disrespect of self, life, drum, and traditions not only punishes the living, but our connective oneness with all our relations. Poison drums are bringing disgrace down on all our people, and speak of disrespect and dishonors to all our relations.

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[Can you explain why so many that loved the Pow Wow Highway, across this nation; the drums are now experiencing disappointment and turn off?]  

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In the Southwest, life survived on spiritual development and enlightenment, sacred unity, and oneness more than I have experienced here in the Northwest. Although, hardly ever seen SunHawk and Red Sun worked with a group of Chiefs and Medicine Elders to expose those that falsified traditions and deceived people. My wolves did not like it when people drank and we worked hard to cleanse my mountain and it became the perfect place for ceremonies and/or seeking answers.

The year of 1988 and 89, many, no most in our group warriors, sacred medicine warriors, Chiefs and Sacred Elders summonsed home. After Allrunner and SunHawk crossed, assaults on, strange crossings and crossings by summons of old friends mounted, including members and friends of our group increased, along with strong leaders and respected medicine elders of numerous nations. Danger to many mounted and 1992, elders summonsed me to tell me they received visions showing then it was of great importance for me to return to the land of my birth and my people.

What the Sacred Elders wanted for me, to follow, I had other plans, but in time they made it clear, I was to stop tracking those that assassinated SunHawk and return to the land of my birth. It was hard for me, but I had other responsibilities if more importance. It was time to return to the land of my ancestors and relations, it was important for the lives of my children and all my relations. There was more to accomplish, but you know how guardians are when they want something obeyed.

The memories of my childhood and spirit-heart stilled wanted to believe the tribes in the northwest still honored the sacred culture, traditional cultures and honored the sacred values. However, I had heard from many tribal members, at gatherings in Arizona, how tribes in the Northwest had sold or given sacred bundles away to museums. They said very few believed in or respected their traditional cultures. Many of the bundles people had sold to private collectors or museums, while others dishonored the sacred pipes and medicine bundles and weakened their power. It is hard to express the disappointment my spirit felt, I searched but have been find those that did not speak falsely about honoring sacred culture traditions. I wondered what happened to those who honor the sacred traditions, beyond words.

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Rapid reality slaps hit hard within . . . void of words . . . spirit-heart experiences extreme hurt more than words can describe . . . each time I observed more drums, with impure spirit-hearts my pain increases. Especially, when those that come to the drums after they ingested dark poison waters and/or various poisons that confuse mind and spirit. The disease of dark poison continues to grow and set upon others, and self: dark spirits are dangerous enemies whose hostile influences harm the children: and summons poisonous illnesses down on all the peoples. The most harm comes to those who accept the spirit of poison drums and singers as sacred. Know this acceptance of the negative influences is acceptance of negative programming you can't see. One-by-one the drums assist the tricksters to deceive the people. The tricksters' directives are do whatever you have to, to destroy the sacred children of the Sacred Father of Light and Life Eternal and High Council of Chiefs and Elders; it is their job to devastate the land and the peoples of these lands.

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The drum is the heart to healing, strengthening, awakening, protecting, and enlightenment, when the ones on the drums are pure of spirit-heart, mind, and body. One needs to clean away the poisons of darkness, substance abuse, self-righteous indignation, angry and hatred to starters. Every single one of you, in heart and spirit are important, the spirit of the drum and drummers and to the peoples and the energy to heal or devour the life force and annihilate the spirit of sacred earth mother. The lack of respect for the power, value, and importance of the drum is more destructive than people can calculate or believe possible, but it is not too late to reverse the darkness.

In fact, the drums are more important, in this century of wars, to protect and heal the people from the poisons of the three-headed-green-serpent and multi-headed red serpent of seven with the Son of Satan on it huge red body, with more heads branching of the original seven devouring land and people. Its hunger for destruction is continuing to grow.

The Sacred Elders of Sacred Medicine and Warrior Societies need us more than you can conceive to help protect and heal, land and all of our relations. No matter what color of skin form they are walking in this year or next. The awakening of darkness continues its vicious cycles; of violence to inflict extensive injury on Earth Mother, to our Sacred Guardians, destroy our sacred cultures traditional values. Save the Children means all the children of our ancestors, guardians, and relations and all of Natures children, too. IF you think our relations of many generations would be happy it they returned, to so the behavior now. Currently, negative programming causes us to believe we are losers if we do not have millions of dollars.

In visions, Grandfathers instilled these sacred truths in the way our ancestors and Sacred Guardians see, we in many ways have created and accepted our own problems. Then they would ask the question of all presence: You think you have it bad, we have only received a few problems compared to the evil on its way to devour all our children, and us, if we give it less of a chance than believing you will not wake-up in the morning.

Tricksters' directive, 'Destroy the Children,' devour all the spirits, and life are elated because of the lack of respect to the drums, traditions, cultures, sacred spiritual values and spiritual love empowers them to destroy the life and spirit of our peoples then devastate our sacred lands we were empowered to protect.

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Right now, it must be hard to understand, our time is here, for too long we have said its not our responsibly, leave it others that responsibly belongs to others. . . . Wrong. It was wrong five-hundred years ago and just as wrong now. WE have always been our own worse enemies with destructive isolationist philosophy, which was wrong when the strangers arrived then and now we continue with the philosophy, which divides subjugate and destroy millions. The indigenous traditional people of this land, did you forget we are part of the sacred circle of life with important roles to insure the survival of this world and our peoples.

The Sacred Ones, the indigenous natives play a vital role in the stability and balances of spiritual/quantum physics linking all to the massive levels of Universal energy. All too long the sacred indigenous children of the sacred light eternal have become lazy. Truth, we allowed our laziness to divide us, we were tested and found lacking. The indigenous people of these lands . . .  all . . . too long lived short sighted to deny their sacred responsibilities for any of this planet's problems or illnesses by living on half-truths and false words. The more we separate our spirits from the lands and feed poisons into our spirit, and our spirit feeds poisons of destruction directly into the lives of families, our spiritual oneness with sacred earth mother and multi-universe-levels of all its seasons. This excuse is nothing but a lie to trying to cover-up guilt and relief self of responsibilities.