Opening Chapter of a novel

Yellowstone Powerful Autocatalysis Embrace

Sacred Heart of Mother Earth

No Turning Back

Several decades later, it’s still incredible . . .  how Yellowstone National Park most who visit you assume you are nothing more than Yellowstone the National Park a place for a honeymoon, vacation, exploration, and on occasion a family reunion, and few have expectation beyond that, although some do consider you to have spiritual powers, but only a few, and a fewer still receive the pleasure of your sacred embrace, and spiritual guidance.

Nevertheless, the truth is—Yellowstone is the Sacred Heart of Mother Earth—most sacred and powerful Autocatalysis Spirit Energy who can influence chosen personas, individuals, and friends, or certain family members, in addition to certain ones who work in or around her and so much more. Strange how five people can walk together in Yellowstone, and only one will she embrace, leaving most blind to and with no comprehension of what life changing adventures, her chosen ones experience or are experiencing. Only after such an embrace, living through unique adventures and spiritual journeys with Yellowstone’s help, can those she embraces realize the reasons and truths of her sacred embraces within all his/her experiences and OH, what a ride.

Sacred Yellowstone the life maker and/or life breaker, I wonder how many people comprehend the real scope of all your powerful sacred medicine gifts, or the uniqueness of your sacred heart’s enormous spirit? Do people understand, how much of an autocatalysis you can become and/or became in their lives, too, I fear not many, but if I ask, you, will they remember and answer?

In Yellowstone, events seemly unrelated can connect, contribute to, and teach, unique truths, and awaken spiritual abilities by infusion of wondrous knowledge, which allows us to see and know sacred truths into individual total beings of life and spirit? Yes, hundreds may come to you and not experience or see anything of your sacred spirit or powers; while others, your embrace treats to fantastic autocatalytic life components full of interactive activities . . . and/or because of said experiences and connections; each awakens to his/her true life’s direction, via your extraordinary interventions. Once awaken, each one soon realizes his/her new direction, is the direction from which there can be . . . no turning back, for his/her total oneness is awaken and aware of his/her true direction once his/her sacred eternal spirit experiences its own atonement.

Yellowstone, one of your miraculous skills is the gift to awaken spirits lost on multi-dimensions, across space without time, in addition to your unusual talent and presentation with unrelated, far-flung influential events. Dreams, visions, sensory explorations and many other adventures one assumes has no purpose and/or maybe something one choices not to experience again, but each individual soon realizes, they were not far-flung, painful or unrealistic, experiences, but each one is presented to actually influence ones involvement in his/her life for a lifetime, since Yellowstone can also be a great healer. It is important for all to realize you hold wonderful stimuli over this world, since you possess an amazing connection with all of life, which includes (among a few of the most powerful) Nature, Mother Earth, the Sacred Ones, and our sacred universe.

Extraordinary, mysterious and magnificent are word that can only starts to profile how your wisdom and universal connection puts those you chose to embrace, in contact with essential, valuable, knowledge, at his/her time of necessity, with unique forms of communication, which influences, and awakens, past, present and future, awareness within your embraces. The sacred heart embrace, in truth, becomes many pebbles in ones water of life, inasmuch as, the sacred heart continues to reach out and touch many lives, in much the same way you have with me, throughout our continual connection and sacred journey together. Question, I ask only because I wonder, how many thousands upon thousands of lives have you embraced and supported, across space and our universe, unbeknownst to them.

Now if one asks the Ancients, Sacred Chiefs, Spiritual/Medicine Leaders and Grandmother M about the ancient secrets of Yellowstone the Sacred Heart of Mother Earth, and if they are willing to pass on such ancient knowledge, you might learn some amazing secrets. Moreover, if you are honorable enough you might be lucky enough to learn how to invoke the ancient connections. My sacred guardian and mentor, Grandmother M was one of only a handful Sacred Elders, to receive the ancient teachings regarding Yellowstone’s undeniable ancient secrets of Yellowstone sacred spirit, her phenomenal connections, multi-dimensional communications, and universe to universal awareness, all of which crosses universal space reaching far beyond our time. Yellowstone and our Sacred Mother allow many to observe and learn from their sacred teachings, in unique ways, but none who observe or learn, should assume they know either, completely, because both are tricksters.

The Sacred Heart has the ability to control the most sacred of energies, shape lives, life forces, medicines and deal with powerful physics; which Yellowstone uses to provide amazing concepts for the formation of new revised blueprints to one’s life purpose, while resetting objectives and instating subtle changes to ones perceptions and way of living life. In addition, to embracing others the sacred powers, of Mother Earth and Yellowstone, might also attempt to set course corrections for portions of, if not all for humanities survival, which is also at stake. Remember they are the ancient elders and we are only infants to them.

Grandmother M, one very sacred medicine woman, yes, a sacred saint, healer, teacher, guardian, guide and so much more, in addition to her very sacred spiritual abilities, ancient wisdom, with universal connections, and she meant so much to so many, similar to the large pebbles in the water, her influences reached far and wide. Grandmother M and Yellowstone were on a mission together to save the moral soul and eternal spirit, of one child, the lives of countless others, and the lives of those called into combat, among other things. Millions of people considered her Sister Saint M, Sacred Mother M, Sainted Mother M, Sacred Grandmother M, very powerful Sacred Guardian Mother M of the People, and one Sacred Spiritual Messenger Guardian; to all she was one uniquely powerful medicine woman, with great healing powers and abilities. Her spirit is why the Sacred Spiritual Leaders and Medicine Elders decided to share so many ancient secrets with her. Grandmother M’s initials MMMLM, which is the reason everyone called her M is was easier and she preferred it, since she was a very humble person and to know her name would have caused more confusion and maybe even misplaced idol worshipping, considering she denounced idol worshipping, although she considered herself a medicine woman, she did not see herself a saint or sacred anything.

I have heard it said, “The best way one can learn about a person is through the eyes of others,” and I for one fully agree, this saying is true, not only for Yellowstone, but for Grandmother M, which I learned to see and experience through the eyes of hundreds of people during our many journeys together. People needed to share their love of Grandmother M with others and me, since one of her special gifts showered every one with her sacred light and in return, each one needed to share her light with others. Amazing too, how these connections within her sacred spirit lights had the ability to influence and invoke our spirit hearts and eyes to see and connect with many of each ones guardians and spiritual guides, which adds to individual awareness with spiritual life, which includes connection with nature and countless people. Within her light, I too began to learn numerous sacred truths full of wondrous knowledge few recognize and fewer appreciate.

In truth, during our journeys together, with Yellowstone and Grandmother M, I soon awaken to and recognize even greater wondrous truths . . . and one such truth is “All of life is a vast learning experience”. Yellowstone’s original embrace of a small child begins when Grandmother M’s prayers, which stimulates the Sacred Mothers who are Guardians of the People to honor her prayers. Next, the Sacred Mothers contacted the Sacred Ones; and they all connected with our Sacred Mother Earth, and soon thereafter, begin the first of many life rescues, anew, and renewal adventures together.

The journey, which introduces the child to Yellowstone and Yellowstone to the child, begins with a world in national and international crisis, families in crisis, and a child in, spiritual life connected to a possibly universal style, crisis, too. The strange combination of events is what necessities a family reunion, leaving no one to assume any hidden agendas. That is except Grandmother M knows the secret agendas of what must remain hidden, with regards to the Sacred Ones spiritual agendas, which meant more than the child’s attendance they require in Yellowstone the Sacred Heart of Mother Earth, who is their autocatalytic power source of universal abilities, influences, and wisdom, filled with components via interactive events to awaken and teach the ones within their embraced. Maybe in a prior time Yellowstone embraced and enlightened Grandmother M, and for said reasons, she became fully aware of what might happen to save Red Sun, considering she is the only one aware of the autocatalysis components, (family relations, outside of indigenous native members, were and are real spiritually brain-dead and insensitive), to the contrary to what they wanted everyone to believe about them. Yes, spiritual connections and psychic abilities increase once one is embraces by the Sacred Ones in Yellowstone, similar to the beginning of my connection and life experiences with Grandmother M.

The road trip proves not and easy journey for one child only partway alive, lost and close to the edge of falling into the pit of eternal lost souls, walking on the land spiritually-brain-dead, and living without a spirit. From experience I speak, how one experience the sacred hearts embrace depends on each of your individual life objectives, prime directive and spiritual needs to insure successful life journeys, into ones sacred spiritual realms of universal and life awareness, filled with incalculable Autocatalysis Awakenings, and universal knowledge. Interesting, how an adventure with Yellowstone’s embrace begins a lifetime of unique traditional influences into a journey of enhanced spiritual knowledge and enlightenment. The gifts are not temporary or instant, but the embrace becomes a lifetime gift, if one continues on his/her course of primary objectives to accomplish ones prime directive.

Yes, the problem that began from birth, many were trying to insure I lived my life out, walking among the dead, thus prevent me from fulfilling my prime directive and walk by life’s sacred path: Instead, Yellowstone and other sacred ones wanted to insure child and spirit awaken to prime objectives and primary directive and walk the sacred journey of one whose life will prove important to thousands upon thousands of lives. Yet, for the lack of child body in balance with the sacred spirit of Red Sun, how many thousands will perish needlessly? Reality’s truth, meant lost, without the embrace of Yellowstone, the support of Grandmother M and the Sacred Ones; thousands upon thousands of lives will perish and thousands more will be lost forever; which is the reason many feared thought they wanted me dead.

Now you have a hint at one reason why I experienced a treasure of sacred wisdom, in space and across time, Yellowstone embraces/embraced countless students for various reasons, this I know because she embraces one student from childhood across many decades and still today, we are in communication and connected with one another. The child lost without her spirit, is obvious to the fact neither can exists much longer without a complete reunion and rejoining of current life form with eternal spirit . . . which in whole not in part is Red Sun. In truth, Grandmother M realizes the truth behind the causes of our disconnection, and the seriousness of the problems that lay ahead if not completely connected. However, we both must desire this sacred life/spirit union, before we can reunite, thus to ensure success Grandmother M realizes, Yellowstone will need to embrace her, the child lost and the eternal spirit, if Red Sun is to live. Unsure of the when the next attack might come, the eternal spirit felt both would be helpless, if another attack happens and we are but one life form.

Yes, Yellowstone your embrace insures the transformation from child living with, but separate, from spirit, into the spirit/child, but only after a number of adventures, which encompasses a series of Yellowstone’s secret formulas, calculated to transport, awaken, rescue and transform the lost and separate into Red Sun, a spirit child, rescued. Awakening, both child and spirit to comprehend the value of togetherness, meant rational realization of our prime objectives and primary directive . . . Save the Children. Objective: make sure the children don’t perish needlessly; it meant we needed to die to live. I am glad Yellowstone, you, the Sacred Ones and Grandmother M proves wise and loving enough to take us on the most sacred of spiritual journeys.

A battle of child and spirit had been raging for some time, which required the joining of healing powers, knowledge and skills, to battle that which sought to control and own both, and get rid of several different and dangerous entities. The combination of Sacred Elders with Yellowstone are what guides and makes spirit/child real life possible, but at first we had become comfortable with that which did not belong and it was necessary to cast them off and away. Once we became able to see truths within, we accept, and learn many spiritual values, which include awakening lessons, and enlightenment, each taking us in the direction of the sacred light. Once within the sacred light, Yellowstone and the Sacred Ones reveal ancient secrets of universal consciousness and our relationship: In truth, no amount of words could help one accomplish, what you accomplish wisely with your embrace. Hard to explain, for another to understand, how your embrace becomes the shooting star of enlightenment and vast recognition into one’s real spiritual life journey, and sacredness of purpose.

Yellowstone, I must thank you for your introductions, embrace and enlightenments, I have not forgotten you even though I was a small child: Because of you, I am Red Sun, one who knows without your embrace filled with numerous inspirational presentations, life awakening experiences and spiritual connections, I would not be alive this day. Yes, I can also remember the power of your gifts, even after I left, for our journeys together never ended. I really did enjoy being in your presence, and I recognized you and your powerful unique autocatalytic energies and our journeys in the sacred universe exploring sacred knowledge with various life-correcting adventures. We travel together, while you introduced me to parts of your infinity accumulated of knowledge and wisdom of the sagas, within your spiritual embrace.

Why, for several years I asked, afterwards I asked Grandmother M, why? What was involved in all the reasoning behind massive spiritual activities, extreme life comprehension changes, new energies, and strange rapid-fire events, all of which involved spiritual and physical analysis of every events and thought-form? Grandmother M would only say look back and review the numerous energies you could not identify or comprehend and why their touch contacted you in less than twenty minutes after the family car turned north for your journey to the Sacred Heart of Mother Earth. It was hard to understand why it was of the upmost importance, to accomplish a total cleansing, before Yellowstone, allowed you to stand within and on the ground of her sacred heart. Truth, I cannot say or guesstimate, all that happened during the hours and days it took to travel to and arrive in the land of the Sacred Heart, but I am glad Grandmother M realized, if one stands within the Sacred Heart of Mother Earth, and holds the child of her prayers within her heart, the distance between us in miles, is only a heartbeat of two, across spiritual space, to the life in need of rescuing, again and again she saves me, once we connect in space, the purpose and effects of the spiritual journey intensifies.

Nevertheless, because of conditions in opposition . . . during a journey of three and three-forth days, Red Sun of three cycles and three seasons, faced her dilemma of getting there alive; dealing with forces opposed, to survival, inner-personal struggles, spiritual battles, and strange conditions besieging, the child’s entire journey, combined with some type of a cocoon; before you could embrace and help Red Sun discover and rediscover, Red Sun. Interesting, how the road trip took the same amount of days and hours equal to cycle and seasons old. Many questions seek answers and throughout the entire journey, I continue to wonder was it a coincidence or some massive spirit battle.

It truth, it was the most terrorizing top five rides, I have ever been through and not sure from minute-to-minute what might or will happen next, and yes death was standing with me, too. Heart, mind and body questions why so much really needed dealt with during the road trip. Who was involved before our encounter or was it the beginning of our embrace, and universal and spiritual encounter. Not knowing the Sacred Heart of Mother Earth or the unique powers of Yellowstone, only fear filled with uncertainty and extreme loses. Could it have been certain parts of the sacred embrace, which began with observations of family environments before the journey began, I do  agree you had you work cut out for you to pull together an out of control environment, lost child in chaotic conditions.

At the beginning of the journey, I realized something in the past happened, to this child with a strange name, learning a different language that did not fit, but I was unsure of why I felt this way. How to reawaken the various parts of Red Suns to their sacred eternal spirit, true character identity, and insure their valuable reconnection with and to her correct traditional, cultural, life environment connections, and spiritual life awareness; which and where are the energies that can empower Red Sun, to travel in the direction of truth and indescribable adventures, but the support the of many crucial adventures, necessitates spiritual assistance and sacred medicine ways, to even arrive to Yellowstone alive.

Hard to understand why it is time to die, before you can live, if you are to accept your new birth in a sacred way. Strange how at first fear refused to accept or understand Yellowstone’s intense touch, power, her truly unique journeys, or the necessity of spirit changes, neither Red Sun nor child in control, and for a time we assumed the entire series of events was a booby-trap to kill us. The ancient knowledge you used to repair, and reconnect one eternal spirit, and awaken to rescue one child lost and save thousands of lives, for starters can be very overwhelming. Yellowstone, healings and recovery requires patience of mind, heart and spirit to understand and absorb, information required to take anyone on their eternal spirit recovery and life awareness journey; however, at first I had no patience, or acceptance beyond fear and certainty of death. Before the end of day one, this child was not able to speak of these events to anyone, since the child was unable to speak coherent words for reasons, we were neither allowed to know nor fully aware of the reason or purpose, at the time.

Grandmother M did say, what happened between Sacred Heart of Mother Earth Yellowstone and her grandchild Red Sun validated, to those involved, Yellowstone is a major majestic power source of spiritual energy, universal knowledge and brilliant lessons, which demonstrates Yellowstone a powerful and sacred life, which has proven she is one of the most noteworthy autocatalysis instrument with infinite talents, and abilities, in addition to one of the Sacred Ones and Mother Earth’s, sacred children.

The instrumental truths, Grandmother M realizes, lays within Yellowstone the Sacred Heart, for she is the ones that holds the skills and answers to reverse and reset knowledge to validate the total being of Red Sun via purification, decontamination, revaluation, redirection, reconnection, and spiritual conditioning into her sacred spiritual life journey. Life journey to cast off the unwanted begins with direction and guidance from the Sacred Mothers, Grandmother M, Mother Earth, and the Sacred Ones, which requires Yellowstone to intensify with her Sacred Heart.

Even today, after decades of journeys traveled, Yellowstone, I/we acknowledge your awareness of infinite universal truths. Incredible how you can carry (your children and students) each one beyond imagination, beyond awakening windows, beyond doorways into the next universe and beyond ones current present, traversing time in space and space travel refracting time forward and backwards; to reveal ones possible present and future if one travels the wrong path. The Sacred Ones reveal yin-yang paths in spiritual context of the four-directions, coupled with pieces of present and future, all the while visiting conditions, which allows one to accept life in full from his/her out of balance or his/her sacred in-balance life path. Some of the visions show the time has come to know which life style he/she want to feed and a time to face one’s self within.

Sacred Yellowstone comes an allow one to experience living visions, within spiritual connections, on perplexing journeys to discover sacred truths, regarding one’s life journey. Across time, no we travel across segments of life achievements and objectives; each journey outlines the way guardians travels across his/her spiritual universe, which is in spiritual space considering individual life’s journey is not marked in hours, days, weeks, months or years only accomplishments. Yes, within Yellowstone’s powerful embrace she delivers life’s sacred truths, which leads to life’s turning point for the accomplishment of his/her sacred life achievement, objectives, and journeys.  However, I can say now what you revealed many of the distance points we visited have come about and yet I still have a number of life journeys to accomplish. Cause and affects are true autocatalysis components: once orientation solidifies, within the spirit heart of those you embrace and connect with, all . . . slowly come to realize he/she are different individuals.

I do acknowledge . . . we are still connected in interesting and unique ways, this I know because on many occasions, our spiritual beings and sacred heart touch when I response to your call . . . Truth from within my sacred spirit heart . . . I have come to realize no imagination can prepare any individual for your incremental teasing and unique interactive autocatalytic orientations you plan to help individuals absorb vital knowledge: Yellowstone your interventions you fill with intend to alter one’s life course; which means the only warning I can give the individual(s) you embrace, hold tight for you will be on a rapid roller coaster ride, full of uniquely intense but wonderful turbulence. . . . What a way to say by the way . . . at the end of the ride . . . welcome to your new life. You are not going to know which side of life you are on while Yellowstone creates and/or re-creates you anew, through many new sets of unique life components, this I know because Yellowstone let me experience her specially designed roller coaster ride, via sacred spiritual connection and unique communications. Some will say they experience a total rebirth through Yellowstone’s embrace. I regained the truth, true and original Red Sun, only to be in for a lifetime of enormous spiritual adventures and unbelievable journeys. 

[Truth Yellowstone: For a child in the moment, it was hard to understand the greater meaning of it then, beyond two or three bits and pieces. Not sure still if I understand all of it, however, what I can say, It is terrifying to think about the pivot points we all had in some ways on others, from planting seeds to making a difference, which would not have taken place without your heart and gifts.]

[So many years later, I wonder how many years, without Yellowstone’s guidance and support, would it have taken to provide the essentials for a good strong spiritual foundation; reset Red Sun’s sacred Indigenous Native awareness, without your embrace to awaken Red Sun to her eternal spirit.]

© Michelle Red Sun EagleHawk

Red Sun/SunHawk Life Adventures

Originated rough draft: June 12 2004

Formalized Chapter . . . Opening June 2010

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First Crossing Child’s Murder . . .

A Young Child’s Strong Spiritual Awakening Twist

First Crossing:

A woman that could not accept being a guardian and even worse yet, have anything to do with the term motherhood, made her violent and ill, spent every possible hour in the bars and/or sleeping with different men, after hours. One day, her carefree lifestyle changed, when Grandmother M’s friend called, when she went out and told me not to answer the phone, because she did not want me to tell anyone her secret. Why, I did answer the phone and parrot her words, I am not real sure, except a voice told me to answer the phone and speak.

The voice asked if the woman was home and I answered; “It is a secret, she has gone to the bar to shoot pool with the boys and get drunk, but she no want anyone to know.” Shortly there after five family members were in the house, looking for her, gramps called the local bar and discovered this was her common daily activity. Gramps found her in the bar and told everyone she had accepted a child into her home, and received good money from the government, who paid white families to take in Native Indian children from the Reservations.

She wanted the money but nothing to do with the child, her mother asked her to look after. Once, the people in the bar learned about the way she abandoned the child, because they knew she was in the bar, daily and how long she stayed. Her behavior was the real reason people wanted nothing to do with her, but in her mind . . . the only way people would love her again, and she could get her youth back . . . if the child died. She had killed her first child before Grandmother M received visions to save the child, Red Sun, and teach her in the traditional ways of the Sacred Red Peoples Traditions and Medicines. The vision referred to sacred spiritual traditions, cultural and medicine ways of the Indigenous Natives. Her visions showed her where the child Red Sun and mother were in hiding, and the danger before her.

One in a long line of extremes for Red Sun; some wanted the child and mother dead, which would have been, if not Grandmother M to rescue, hide, and teach Red Sun in the sacred way of the ancients. Teaching the same sacred traditions, sacred traditional elders, the sacred guardian, and sacred spiritual ones taught her. She hid me in the house of her daughter, now you know why and how I ended up in the house of lust, hate, and death and the conditions that cast Red Sun into a bathtub overflowing with water, learning how to breathe underwater.

Reality, her toss that sent me against the wall, behind the four-claw-tub, did bruised head and back, plus something injured hurt, my neck, too. The slam into the wall knocked the air out of my lungs, shorting the crossing time for Red Sun. Once in the water, the woman held the child’s head under, until gave no more resistance except for lifeless floating.

Before the bathtub crossing, I was able to parrot simple sentences. The morning after I was able to communicate in full intelligent sentences and hold my own in conversations, without parroting the day prior. Reading the woman’s thoughts before she tossed, I realized for Red Sun’s survival it meant, learn how to breathe water. Once the woman left the bathroom, the Sacred Mother, swiftly arrives, standing on a cloud, she reaches out and holds close to her, the sacred spirit of Red Sun, we waited together on her cloud at the Sacred Vortex, with the Sacred White Eagle flying above to watch after us and one Tall Standing Walking Silver Tip Grizzly stands behind us.

The Sacred Father connected with Grandmother M instructing her to once again, rescue Red Sun from premature death. Grandmother M her in real time, listened to and observed the behavior of her greedy daughter and what was happening to Red Sun. It was a good twenty-three minute drive, if not more, from the Salvation Army Mission, to where we lived. The morning after the day before Grandmother M began Red Sun’s intense training.

At the Vortex, one is able to perceive and receive vast amounts of wisdom and awareness, some akin to leaving kindergarten and going to a University. This is where University spiritual awareness, awakened sacred intellectual age advanced. Between the uniquely spiritual adventure underwater and Grandmother M casting all the water out, the Sacred Mother and guardians removed barriers between realms; which was the first step to vast spiritual knowledge, responsibilities and its abilities, too.

Once Grandmother M, grabbed the (physical form) of Red Sun by heels, and with one hard blow, she expelled most of the water from the lungs, and by the second blow finished the water flow, signaling revitalization via heartbeat pumping blood and oxygen. Grandmother M used her healing hands to return total spiritual and physical, mind and form, with her massages. Once warmed up and life awakened, she dressed me warm before she feed me real food, not milk and toast the woman handed me in bed. Dressed in clean clothes and laid in a clean bed, and WOW, what a great night, I slept ad/or journeyed the entire night with the angels and guardians who came, with guidance and lessons. Shocker, when I discovered how much more one can learn in the sacred realm, in a span of a few hours, (our time), than one learns here in a couple of years. Amazing how I did sleep, even with all the screaming and shouting in the house.

Gramps took his greedy daughter away, to a mental hospital, or so I was told, and Grandmother M began to teach me in the sacred ways. What I found interesting is how the Sacred Mother on the cloud, said I was not allowed to cross because thousands of lives depended on me, and how without me thousands of lives would perish needlessly and thousands more would be lost forever. It was too important for me not to stay. I wish they had the respect to say more so I could understand what the meaning was behind their words and why.

One major life changing journey to the Vortex, removed the blocks and barriers between the material and spiritual realms. Very few are born with the abilities to transcend the two realms from birth. Except, very few understand early life lessons, but I was forced into realization of two realms connection, which help me understand the shadow realm of demons and demonic creatures.

Yes, I was born with certain spiritual abilities; second-sight, telepathic sensitivity, spiritual communication, and a strong insight sensitivity to energies. These connections, however immature, I was capable of sensory perceptions; which included visualization links of thoughts and sounds with past, present and future actions. Communication interaction with nature’s children proved to be Red Sun’s teachers, long before telepathic verbalization forms of communications. Nature my sacred teacher who assisted me to learn in unique ways, and through the eyes of animals I learned much about their sacred knowledge, and how to observe humanity’s games

The crossover journey strengthen certain uncanny ability to observe the lies people spoke, see color of the lies, sense the hostile energies in sounds and colors, see aura colors and observe those who walk in the shadow. Observe demonic creatures and how they deceived mortal beings. For a time that created and uneasiness within and the only one I could speak with to help me understand was Grandmother M.

Yes, the abilities of a child were immature, however, this crossing advanced my awareness and abilities by ten years; however, prior to crossing the This first crossing set a major stage for the rest of my life, but only retrospect is when we understand the underlying reason to learn and experience with enlightenment connected to Spiritual Physics.

When heaven experience pain, worse then what I experience underwater: each time a person lies or cursed ones guardians suffer pain and when external violence increases and/or use foul language, our spirit reacts with body throughout and continues’ stop, until those who lied or spoke foul language . . .  apologized, cleaned up their language and/or spoke words of truth. Have you every hurt so bad pain invites spirit to cry. Well what I experienced was a lesson to understand what happens in heaven, what the Sacred Father, angels and guardians, have to endure when anger, lies, foul language, violence against nations and each other.

Lies and deceive among nations hurt the Sacred Father and the Sacred Council of Elders with the same amount of violence. Now maybe you understand a few of reasons our guardians will turn away from us; until we respect ourselves and others . . . We need to show love and respect instead of displaying hate and anger, foul language and lies, if we want to have our guardians to help us.

A few days later a family friend delivered a puppy, which turned out to be a spiritual warrior sent to protect me, from the one that wanted me dead. He was more than what eyes perceived. Truths of events I witnessed and experiences regarding four-legged guardians:

1.      Angels speak with and supply instructions to our guardians, since they are here to help us learn certain lessons and protect us.

2.      Animal guardians are our record keepers, many are sent to observe us, and have their own angels to guide them to be our teachers.

3.      Our animal guardians are capable of communication on several diverse telepathic platforms, in diverse ways . . . simultaneously. Yet, most people refuse to believe anything beyond the lower material five-sense.

4.      Spiritual Truth: Animals return to the same sacred spiritual realm, we go to, also. Fact, they are sacred spirits. In fact, one might be surprised how important animal guardians really are throughout the universe.

Second Crossing Return

Wow I REALLY Do See Dead People

Not Angels or Guardians, these are Spirits Trapped

Second Crossing: I see dead people not even of school age

I confirm was strange, because the dead summonsed me, to acknowledge and experience them; which I was not sure of until after the doctor got breathing and heart started. Opened eyes observe a crowd of spirits, with only four or five mortals kneeling over me. Not sure if the spirits wanted attention, to either help me cross or recover. Realty, they were trapped and needed help from someone who had the ability to recognize them. What they wanted required the knowledge Grandmother M and her spiritual group had. Glad they listened and went to Pismo Beach to help those trapped resolve to their issues and crossover. Not much fun for a child to be able to see and entire act with dead people, and everyone thinking you mentally imbalanced, while Grandmother M was a saint and she communicated with dead people.

Third and Fourth Crossing

Sacred Mother of the People Summonsed for Rebirth Acknowledgement 

Third and Fourth Crossing:

Began with an auto accident which left me paralyzed from the neck down, until an angel came an put my spine back in place; which allowed me to walk again, and hold my head up . . . only a few hours before I was scheduled for spinal surgery. Because I was seeing a beautiful silver-blue surrounding me, I asked the doctors to give me seventy-four hours before they operated, and then I only had a 40-60 chance of walking with the surgery.

What no one realized is how I was pregnant, or how much damaged the steering wheel caused the fetus, until a miscarriage happened the between third and fourth month, during 4^th of July weekend. Unsure of the problem or the reason for the massive bleeding, I refused to go to the hospital, until my doctor returned from his holiday.

          Third Crossing: Took everyone by surprise, on the operating table, under sedation, my spirit spoke and shocked everyone in the operating room, when I said I am going to die because of the poisons from the infections, in my blood. Before the doctor could say anything, I ask everyone in the operating room to stand witness to my last will and testament. The doctor was amazed at all the details of what goes where right down to the silverware, and dishes.

Next I asked for everyone in the room to give me their name, and promise they would made sure my children went to a person whose name I gave, but I did not know, because no matter what happened, no relations were qualified to take care of my children, I really wanted them to go to a certain reservation and be raised by the spiritual leader, but I knew they would refuse, so they had to go to a person the Sacred Father approved and not my parents. In fact, they were not to come close to them for any reason and then I listed a number of reasons. Once I completed with what I had to say I flat lined.

No matter how hard they tried, they could not get me to return, after thirty minutes gave-up and began to pull the plugs and shut down all the equipment, but the doctor still wanted to finish the surgery and as he we closing up, I returned and shocked him. He did not want to call me dead until he completed the surgery. Earth time . . . from exodus to rebirth the doctor said was in the area of thirty-two or thirty-seven minutes. What I remember when I returned, one real deep breath and a shout of “I am back, doctor. Oh! how I’m freezing cold, what happened?”

Forth Crossing: Two-hours after the doctor assumed it was save to deposit a very cold body in a room wrapped in more than a foot-deep of blankets. The nurse assigned to monitor this Red Sun, for the next eight hours, left the room for about fifteen to twenty minutes, and Red Sun spilt, again.

Someone reported my condition to dad; he called a priest to give me Last Rites, the doctors still tried for more than forty-minutes, to get a heartbeat but no heartbeat. This time they called family members and to let them I had crossed. Dad arrived with the priest to give me Last Rites. Truth, he remembered what has happened in the past, so he did not want them to transport the body to the morgue, until he could see his daughter; which allows more time for me to return.

Coming into the room, I could hear a Priest giving Last Rites, and observe two nurses, a doctor and dad were standing in the room, too. First thoughts he can not finish, if I am going to survive, if he finishes I will not be allowed to stay. The poor Priest, I screamed, “I am not dead yet, how dare you give me Last Rites.” Simultaneously, either conscious or subconscious reacted with arms flaying in the air, when one arm connected not so gently, and knocked him off balance. Truth, not fully conscious, my spirit was aware of how close I was to the point of no return and reacted with a spirit struggling to reconnect and stabilize. (Red Sun’s third and fourth crossing journeys; provided some wonderful knowledge and gifts I can share with others.)

Entrance into the Sacred Garden of Life Eternal: What a wonderful place with many Sacred Mothers of the People, sitting around without shoes, to welcome one who had come to visit with them. After they welcomed me, they made it clear I had a very important life journey ahead of me. What they said I did not understand, because they called Red Sun a very important Mother of the People, then they went into the importance and urgency of events and why I must return and remain in this physical form, until I am called home.

What I can say of this place nothing dies, grows old, nor decays. The beauty is beyond words; for the colors pure, honest, clear and real not murky or clouded. No brown edges to flowers, only continual life and growth. The grass grows green, abundant, thick, and strong on both sides of this Creek of Life Eternal. One beautiful creek filled with crystal clear blue water, Creek of Life Eternal Water, which was also the sacred force restricting Red Sun to the Garden of Life Eternal where the Sacred Mothers gathered to visit.

The Sacred Mothers of the Peoples explained; “I was not allowed in the villages, since you must return home to save the people, because without you thousands would perish needlessly and others will be lost forever. Red Sun, we know it is hard for you to understand, but you are a very important Sacred Mother of the Red Peoples and to the Sacred Father. The Sacred Father, himself, sent you back to save the people for without, you, too much will be lost. To cross that foot bridge, is to cross into the point of no return, and we cannot let you cross.”

I asked; Is there not are others beside me that can help the people, why can’t I stay here, and join my relations, I don’t even know who I am, where I came from or who my mother really is and you want me to return, to save a people that know not that I exist, let others help the people.”

True, different nationalities of whites, blacks, and others have their own saviors, but without me the people of the Red Nations, will perish needlessly and all will be lost.”

“Please, I did not want to return cannot you understand, the pain is too great and I do not know, if I standup under it any longer.” When I finished saying those words I headed out to go across the footbridge and join relations on the other side. I felt sure enough, the final decision was mine; which might have been, if the Sacred Father of Light and Life Eternal did not have other plans for me.

The creek’s bridge did not allow those whose time had not come to crossover to the Sacred Nation of Life Eternal. Nevertheless, the longer I stayed, the stronger the eternal call to join my relations became. In truth, after a certain amount of time I struggled to remain in the garden, the allure to cross proved impossible to resist. Truth, my spirit wanted to join my relations. Nevertheless, the greatest pain developed when I sensed Grandmother M, and other relations in the sacred village of traditional elders, I heard her voice in the chats. Yes, we all could hear the chats, drummers, and laughter, along with the sound of children and animals: dogs, horses, bears, wolves, eagles, hawks and many others in the villages, too. Beyond gaining a sacred awareness of a wonderful experience, what else can one say?

On the bridge and the destination, of one stubborn Red Sun changed . . . one step before the halfway point, on the bridge of no return linking realms arrived two-Sacred Guardian Chiefs. Each dressed in all white-buckskins, wearing double row medicine bonnets of all pure white eagle feathers, longer than they were tall, quickly appeared on each side, took hold of Red Sun and transported one eternal spirit for reconnection with physical form. They received instruction to make sure I remained in my mortal skin and did not try to escape again. In truth, two-guardians are not quit and they insured I received both ears full on the journey to connect with Red Sun’s physical form. They must have stood eight or nine-feet tall; if not taller.

Until, assigned to watch over me and mine, they were sacred guardians to the Sacred Father. They explained sacred angels, and guardians to the Sacred Father of Life and Light Eternal are much taller than mortals on earth. Before I left the hospital, a total of four were assigned, to protect, guide and teach us. Needless, to say we kept and still do keep them busy.

Yes, each crossing proved easier to gain more sacred, traditional, spiritual, and universal wisdom, because it is easy to connect with the sacred ones, too. Each journey increase ones connection with greater spiritual awareness. Each return of ones soul/spirit, ones mortal and eternal spirit receives enriched comprehension of our sacred universe, along with new abilities. Despite consequences, leading up to and/or connected to say events, once one returns, after the first couple of days, it will take several weeks or months, before one realizes ones new life direction. Awakening to a new direction of life, is not something most people full realize within the first twenty or thirty days after return crossing.

Ones journey across can equate to several cycles or a couple of hours with the Sacred Ones, yet, we may return to our form within less than an hour earth time, from when we went on our journey, I refer to as temporary crossing. During our visit we ingest centuries of information, and undergo training in order to learn how to handle new gifts. Once we return from are crossing visitation, we can and will still receive more enlightenment information, which is in . . . Truth . . . our spiritual awakening.

Fifth Crossing: 

After the fourth crossing, I became a trance medium, meditated a lot, traveled on spirit walks and a number of spiritual journeys, which made the fifth crossing much easier when summonsed across. If it have not been so important for me to crossover this time I do not believe it would have happened and I would have only gone on a spirit walk, but I had to travel to far for too long, and the question of my survival also, hung in the balance. Truth, without this crossing, a number of people would have died, besides SunHawk, StillsWater and I, Red Sun.

           Now these fifth crossing, gave me the opportunity to for extensive observation, along with numerous experiences. This is when I discovered numerous links our material universe with our spiritual universe. This is when I got to see the Sacred and Highest of the Highest Council of Archangel Chiefs. Hard to explain the combination of events that helped me absorb pure sacred spiritual/universal wisdoms including powerful physics abilities using universal, and spiritual quantum physics. This included countless realities one is not taught in church linked to the Sacred Father’s universal knowledge, while I was on trial. Twisted truths regarding our sacred spiritual reality mislead humanity into a false sense of security, which is why I was on trial.

False teachings, of the Sacred Father of Light Eternal cause others to believe one mistake and they are condemned for eternity, so it matters not what they do they are going to Hell. This is a falsehood that causes many people to become criminals, and turn against the Sacred Father. The same false teachings have harmed our people for centuries. Teachings we do not have to accept or allow them to control or destroy us.

This crossing also brought together fragments of knowledge, in waiting. Provided completed picture to details sitting on the spiritual shelve of prayers, questions, and parcel answers and/or a few details. I have of shelve of answers and questions, I asked the Sacred Father, the shelve IN WAITING I began when I was less than three years of age. The place I put my questions, the sacred answers, visions, concepts and life adventure all of which needed the proper connections and/or information for true and honest awakenings and/or enlightenments.

Much the same way a scientist has an idea and desire, but it might take him a few years or decades to get the right solution to complete his research, prayers are very much the same way. Life, our guardians, and the Sacred Father will guide us along paths; send us on many journeys and even a few adventures to help us gain the insight and abilities to understand the answers and questions. Truth, said guidance, life lessons, journeys and adventures, most of us would not fully comprehend. Now maybe you can understand why my life lessons and adventures have been extreme. I could not help, teach or understand others, if I did not experience or had not lived some part of the sacred indigenous ways of the Red Nations of our Sacred Father Eternal, lessons. What more can I say one needs to live the life and journey in the true traditions, or experience the power of Sacred Elders, guardians and Sacred Father Eternal; which means my walk was a lot more intense than most of our peoples.

[Strange one year past I post the information connected to this amazing journey, but it seems I always make things too long, because I need to get the truth and facts across. If you are interested then click on this link and it will give you the complete four chapter article I call . . . Selfish Prayers are Dangerous Try Caring for Many, which is what I learned when I crossed for the fifth time and much more, too:

http://cid-3e69aae204a6ccfd.profile.live.com/Lists/cns!3E69AAE204A6CCFD!2464/

Not all the lessons or extreme knowledge did I combine in the four chapters.] 

Unique but fact true: this crossing is when I finally realized, we are eternal and therefore our eternal beginning does not die; we only discard our physical forms, and move on to another assignment; since we are eternal beings of light energy, eternal life. Yes, I first recognized this when Grandmother M crossed, and she visited me, but the Whiteman’s Church, made it seem we are trapped in our physical form and we will not be reborn until Jesus returns. In the house of my Father are many mansions, and it is only through me you can come onto the Father. The Sacred Son of Our Eternal Father greets those that enter the House of the Sacred Father Eternal, and he escorts each one that enters the home, to each one individual path, the Sacred Father’s assigns them. A few days to rest and then it is time to take on ones new universal assignments. Fact, individual crossings equates into one graduation/promotion, to different spiritual sections of the universe. Nevertheless, to understand why I almost did not return you would have to read the four chapters connected to the like I provided.